my birthday

hey guys tomorrow 8 july will be my birthday ... i has been here in the web site for long time and im very veyr thankefull wiht us for the time wiht me ... thx alot really thx and i hope see u into my room i apreciate a lot if u say happy birthday to me ... :)

straight experience

this was the last weekend when i was at home, and one straight friend called to me for asked a favor.... i said yes but him arrived to home... and we was in a normal conversation and his girlfriend called... him got angry i dont know why ... later him ask me if i like soccer and we was watcihng it and his girlsfriend calling again...

book

There was an arcade in the back of the book store but I was too timid to venture in until one night when for whatever reason I got the courage to get some tokens from the front counter and went in. In a hurry I picked the first both, went in, deposited the tokens and began to watch the movie. It was at a swimming pool. I remembered being at the swimming pool as a teenager. In particular I was thinking about the changing rooms when the next scene was two guys, naked in the changing room. Well by now with my recollections of the changing room and seeing two guys naked I pulled out my cock and began to jack off. Just then the guys in the movie started doing the same and I really got hard. Then they started to jack each other off and I remembered doing the same thing. Just as I was feeling real good I felt a finger touch my throbbing cock. What is this I thought. The finger became a hand that gently pulled me to the wall where to my surprise my cock felt a hole in the wall. I let the hand pull my cock through the hole and the next thing I knew I was experiencing the best blow job of my life! Needless to say I exploded with an intense orgasm and filled some ones mouth with a huge load of cum.nnAfter this experience I went to the book store arcade every weekend. But now rather than going into a booth immediately I would look at the guys hanging around and wonder which one was going to suck me off tonight. Doing this really got me hard and ready. Then I would pick a booth, go in, immediately deposit some token, pull out my cock and start jacking off, just waiting for the finger and hand to come through the wall. I was hooked. I never had a blow job from a chick as good as I was getting here.nnOne night I decided to do more than just get a blow job. I was pretty high from drinking. I went to my apartment and took off my jeans and underwear. I don't know how I got he idea but I got some vaseline and loaded my asshole with it. Now, I knew the pleasure of my asshole because I often fingered mine while jacking off. My idea was to take a cock up the ass while jacking off. So, I put my jeans on without underwear and off to the book store I went. I went to a booth at the very back. I left the door open and dropped by jeans to my ankles with my ass to the open door and began to jack off. The next thing I knew I felt a cock rubbing my ass cheeks. Without turning around I bent over and felt that cock begin to push at my lubed and relaxed hole. Suddenly another guy was standing next to me in the booth with his stiff cock by my side. Without thought I reached up (by now I was on my hands and knees with a nice sized cock in my ass hole) and began jacking off the new stranger. Then a cock came through the hole in the wall on the other side and again without thought I put my mouth on it and began to give my first blow job. The cock in my mouth felt so good I could not imagine why chicks didn't suck all the time. So now I am jacking off one guy, blowing another and getting fucked the ass. It was heaven. The cock in my ass was milking my prostate, the cock in my mouth was throbbing as I tongued the soft head and the cock in my hand was dripping pre cum. I don't know who came first but suddenly I was swallowing a load while feeling a hot load on my hand. I do know that the guy ass fucking me was the last to cum and as he did I reached down stroked my throbbing cock and had the most intense orgasm of my life. I had cum on my face, on my hand and dripping from my asshole. It was pure heaven.

My Dreams

There I set in my cot, in the center of a tent, located in the center of Baghdad Iraq. I lay in bed worried sick about hurting these two girls I am dating, both at the same time. I know if either of them found out, they would be devastated. I began to prey, grabbing my rosary, "Lord please let me dream of the person I am meant to be with the rest of my life". I continue my prayers and once done turn on some music and place my headphones on. The slow jams begin to ease me into a deep sleep. As I lay there, dreaming, everything grows dark all around me. Suddenly, this figure starts to move toward me. I began to get excited, and then a man with black hair and blues eyes comes into focus. For some reason, I now feel at peace and wake up out of no where. Today is a normal day, just another day in Iraq. I no longer fear for my life, every since that missile about took it. I have by this time come to the conclusion that if my life is to be ended now, then it was meant to be. I begin to get dressed and get ready to start my day. Me and my command head to the chow hall as we always do at this time. As we walk passed the tents, passed the Hum Vs and along the fence to the chow hall, we talk about random stuff. Then, we walk through the gate passed a security guard and across the road, then through another gate. We continue though the dirt some more, and finally end up coming past a building on our right and to our chow hall, were we then wait for ten min in a line. After getting in the building we walk the line grabbing items for breakfast. Then, we all walk to a single table and crowd around it, finally setting down and eating. As I eat, I feel a weird feeling, almost as if I am being watched. I began to look around, I see nothing. Suddenly, a man with black hair and blue eyes focuses into my sight. I immediately put my head down and smile. A few seconds later I get the urge to look down my table to the left at a salad bar located on the end of our table. Once to the salad bar, I look passed it and still standing on the other said is the man of my dreams. I stair back, but this time for only a few seconds more. Then, I put my head down again smiling and this time blushing. This goes on for about 5 min and then suddenly the man from my dreams is gone again. Once we have finished our dinner we all at once get up and head back to start our days. The next week we make this same trip and again I see the man of my dreams in the same way. The third week the same and then the forth week as well. The fifth week again I see him, but this time a mortar goes off about fifty feet away causing us to loose focus on one another. Again we get up and go back to the usual. Finally I get a break to go and check on my laptop that I have left with the Iraqi guy who works at our internet caf. As I enter the door I look to my left and then my right every computer is in a filed line. The right side is going perpendicular to the walkway straight ahead of me. The left side of desks are in rows parallel along side of the walk way. At the end of the walk way it turns right where there is a larger desk with a chair behind it. In that chair sets the worker with my laptop on the desk. I walk down the walk way make the left and next to the desk is an extra office chair. I set there next to my friend who works there. He begins to talk to me and explain how my laptop isn't doing what I wanted it to do. Then, out of no where, he begins to tell me how he loves me and all the stuff. I, in shock, just let him ramble on. I set there calmly listening to him as soldiers come in to you the computers. They walk up to the desk that he sets in and get a number from him and then he points the in the right direction and continues to plead his love to me. Suddenly the door opens again, and for some reason this time I look over. The sunlight beams in as a black figure begins to walk trough it. The figure gets further and further in until suddenly the man comes in enough to become focused. I become field with shock as the man focus clears up. There stood the man of my dreams coming into the internet caf. I put my head down in shock, begging myself to think of something smart to say. I freak out inside, knowing that this man has seen me every week for five weeks and never once met me. This time, he walks directly up to the desk that I just happen to be setting next to and grabs a number. He turns to the edge of the desk, closer to wear I am setting and says, "Wow, that is an old laptop". I not knowing what to say at all, because I was freaking out too much, turn to him and say the first thing that comes to my mind, "Don't talk s**t about my computer or I will kick you a*s!" He turns to me in shock and says, "I was just kidding". I begin to blush even more and then say, "I was just kidding too". He walks over to me and goes to set on the floor next to me. I stand up and offer him my chair. He turns to me and says, "Are you sure?" I say in response, "Yes I am". He then sets in my chair as I set on the floor. We then start talking and talk for about an hour and a half. The Iraqi guy then turns to him and says, "Mister, your computer is up". The man of my dreams turns back to him and says, "Can you see I am talking to my friend?" I began to get all excited inside as the Iraqi guy sets down with sadness. Then I and my new found friend began to chat again about random stuff. Another hour and a half passes and he tells me he has to leave soon to go to formation. I turn to him and say, "Okay, I will wait here for you to come back". He turns to me with shock in his eyes and says, "You will wait for me?" I cover up by saying, "Yes, my lap-top is here". He says, "Oh yeah that is right". Then he begins to stand up and walks out the door saying, "I will see you soon". I wait for thirty min as the Iraqi again pleads his love to me. After thirty minutes have passed, I get annoyed thinking I ran him off. I finally say to myself, "I need to go get dinner, and forget about this guy". I walk outside the tent and get the urge to wait again for him. I go outside one tent and set next to the then right across from our internet caf. I look down at my watch and say, "I will give him two minutes" to myself of course. I look down at my watch a few times and when the two minutes have passed, I finally really gave up.This story is based on the true story of me and the man of my dreams. Tips and Booster points usually help me to see that you are interested in viewing more!

Stripper

There I stand, up on stage, after an extreme work out on the stripper pole. I continue dancing to the music as i look around. Suddenly, you catch my eye and I yours. You can't take your eyes off of me, until your boy friends distracts you by rotating your face back to him. He then turns his attention to me and gets locked in amazement to my body. The two of you now walk my way and slide a few dollars in my underwear. I reach down and stop both your hands from leaving, pull you close and kiss you one by one on the lips. I say, "Thanks boys" as you blush and walk away. Once me relief comes, I get off the strange and walk to where you are both standing. I put my arm on both of your hips, making it known that I am into both of you not just the one! We talk for a while, you buying me drinks and tipping me all night long. Then after we are all a bit tipsy we leave together. You stop me as I am walking away to ask, "Want to come to our place tonight?" I accept and we make our way to your gay resort room that you rented for the weekend. Once inside we all began to get naked and grab towels to go to the pool. Once in the hot tub you both approach me and start kissing me at once. You began to rub down my body and kiss my neck as your bf kisses my neck. Slowly, you kiss me down my chest and stomach to my hard cock as you lift me out of the water and set me on the edge of the hot-tub. You began to suck my hard cock as your bf stands up on the edge of the hot-tub and pulls my face into his hard hung cock. I suck his dick as you suck mine. Slowly, you rise up and stand on the other side of me and place your cock next to my face. I rotate and slide your dick deep into my mouth, all the way down my throat. You pull it back out and then turn my face forward so you can both put your cocks in my mouth. After a while, you bf then climbs down into the water and slides my cock into his mouth. After about 5 min of this, you pull me forward back into the water and turn me around bending me over the wall. You boy friend gets up and moves my head up so he could set in front of me. I began to suck his hard hung cock as you eat my ass. After a while, you move up and rub your hard cock on my hole, slowly sliding the head in. Your boy friends smiles at you as you slide it in even further. You then began to slide it in and out and in and out as I suck your boy friends hard cock. Your boyfriend then pulls out and moves to the back of me. You pull out and allow him to have his turn with me and go wash your dick off in the hot-tub before setting in front of me to have me suck you. I suck your dick as your boy friend slides his dick deep into my hole. After a while of this we retreat to the bedroom again. This time your boyfriend shoves me on the bed and climbs on top of my hard cock. He sucks it likes it is going out of style and then climbs up on it. Once it has been shoved up inside of him you begin to try and slide you dick in as well. Suddenly, we are both double penetrating your boyfriend deep inside. You grab your boyfriend's hips and do the motions for him, shoving him forward and then back down on our hard cocks. After about 5 min of being gentle with him, you began to go faster and deeper. You slam him down on our dicks so hard and raise him up just before we pop out of his tight hole. A few minutes pass and suddenly your boyfriend comes all over my chest and even down my neck. You start pounding him even faster and then blow your load all up in his deep hole. He gets up to go shower as you then climb up on my dick and ride it like a horse. You bounce up and down so fast that I blow my load all up in your hole. After we finish me off, we both head to the shower. When in the shower you shove your boyfriend against the wall and slide your dick back up in his loose hole. You pull me forward and slide my dick up in you as your blow your load again inside of his hole. You move away and push me towards you boyfriend. I pull his hips back and slide my hard cock back into his hole. I pound him like crazy as you kneel down and eat my ass. You eat my ass so good, causing me to shoot another load into your boy friends hole. You continue to eat my ass as your boy friend moves out from in front of me. He moves to my rear as you move away, shoving his dick deep inside my hole. He pounds me as you suck my dick. I moan as I blow yet another load, this time down your throat. My muscles in my hole move so nicely causing your boy friend to blow his load inside of me at the same time. We shower and climb into bed, cuddling until we fall into a deep sleep.

in brief

This last election day broke several records . The PRO bunker was never so close to resemble a program to earn a trip to Bariloche and, at times , it was not known if Mauricio Macri was about to give a speech or a ping -pong of questions and answers . After a photo opportunity with the ferret daughter and say that the bug was congratulating the Carrio showed he can still leave behind a sense of normality , that he lost when he shot down a car for a photo. However, of all records broken this past Sunday , Daniel Filmus takes all Medals: lost seven elections in six years, annual average 1.16 and 100 % effective , the Usain Bolt of defeat seems to reach its limit and to enhance the luxury , to be third and lost his seat in the Senate was given."What do think of a Kirchner presented as the champion of the dispossessed and sits in a place of privilege Julio Miranda , the governor of the province with the highest level of malnutrition ? "Hector Timerman , News, April 5, 2003Massa MiraEntre you the things that have surprised me post Nstor Kirchner is the willingness to be headstrong victorious even in defeat . Nstor even dared to ridiculous size when , after being defeated in 2009 , was recognized loser " by one or two dots " , but finally defeated . A few days later, a flood of controversial laws proposals were sent to Congress , so that all we have to talk again provocateur and not the ruling Kirchner defeated. Simultaneously, took his wallet out of the national budget , that it has the twine that we can not spend despite generate . Soon appeared the Football for All Motor and for Ditto . Gvirtz Diego would add 678 and TVR , with ancient voices of Clarin Daniel Tognetti , Luciano Gallende , Orlando Barone , who is seized by the excrtico Vctor Hugo Morales. Suddenly , we were all like them - some opponents , others ideological nothing we became the Kennedy Choir Corpo .The idea was logical : Bookmarking agenda show to escape forward at full speed while the opponents were victorious on the podium, in celebration of celebration . When we realized , no one remembered the electoral defeat of candidates testimonial Sergio Massa and Daniel Scioli, or the crime map of Francisco De Narvez . Universal C Allowance and Media Law were more than enough reasons for us to be entertained with other issues."In a country seriously , Congress does not override laws. "Daniel Scioli, August 13, 2003 , after theannulment of the laws of Full Stop and Due Obedience . Faces AlegraEsta time, however , the climate was very different. To a group of elderly people frepasistas , conformist liberals and socialists distracted appeared Amado Boudou to join the little song " we are the glorious Peronist Youth ." Become a star entertainer , Vice got the passport to leave the basement where he had the last few weeks and said the important thing was not the day of elections or electoral defeat or loss Buenos Aires representative in the Senate, or beating ate in all key districts. The important thing is that they met three years after the death of Nestor Kirchner.Juan Manuel Abal Medina, as elated as your personality allows you , celebrated that Kirchner had won five seats more deputies. Uncorked soon, since it went from 127 to 130, and only if we are generous and consider allies . What gave him was to celebrate who lost three senators . Lilith Carrio also celebrated much , despite that deputies lost four seats and two other senators . We live in a country where the direct vote in 1994 and the abolition of the polls , despite concentrating 40 % of the population between the Federal Capital and Greater Buenos Aires was approved. Against this background, celebrate the defeat in Capital and Province qualify for therapy. " Scioli not fight with the emphasis that we like . Always look not face too much and that, if we believe that further deepening the model , we generated doubts. "Juan Manuel Abal Medina . June 6, 2013 If life is fair, someday bunker Front for Victory is a case study in the psychology faculties . Daniel Scioli was the only one who seemed to understand the seriousness of the matter , not so much for losing the election, but for having staked everything on a single number . After the video of Juan Cabandi , Martin Insaurralde with Jessica Cirio on the covers of magazines and Boudou teaching of the Peronist Loyalty October 17 , the Governor found himself surrounded by Deborah Giorgi , Abal Medina, the former candidate and Vice Carrio , Hector Timerman , fingers in V. He finally understood - and envied - Cristina situation .Behind the Kirchnerism Gospel Choir in the background, hidden Luis D' Elia provided the ideal for framing a single photo detail : without Cristina Kirchner . Cry stealing ballots in a similar Guillote Cppola hear complain of Buenos Aires night bust attitude. While applauding with Jesica Cirio Insaurralde , they still failed to explain the application of Nacha Guevara testimonial but accuse others of political parties Cholula . Bancan to Milani and not yet heard the last of Osvaldo Cornide , but links with the dictatorship are any madman who has traveled between La Quiaca and Ushuaia between March 24, 1976 and December 10, 1983 . In the nineties were divided between those who had fun and they learned not ruling Menem , but the neoliberals are anyone who does not vote the printing model airplane ." Neoliberal Scioli is a conservative who is deeply uncomfortable in our government. "Luis D' Elia , Animals Loose ,American TV, June 18, 2012 . Twit final DeliaEn , nothing changed : Cristina Kirchner is not the same, but without glamor. And that is glamorous , a stew of perpetual cheerful smiling on the deck of the Titanic, while we stress that nothing happens within doors , everything happens for outside doors . We are good, very good , better than Australia and Canada , where we have so much admiration even thought about importing some poor to create a pair of villas , but still failed to get the formula that violates the laws of physics and allows a couple of cartons can hold a tin roof .We are told that this is the way to full happiness, we're lucky to have a government like theirs in a world ravaged . But they found out that they do not live in the apocalypse. In Europe are so backward that is not yet realized that they are not illegal immigrants who arrive without stopping, but Africans are white helmets that will give them a hand . In the United States live worse than Mad Max, but they hide living as usual .They could take the time to investigate how it is that Greece is as it is after having squandered pension funds with a party of ridiculous pensions and extravagant spending for years, but prefer to blame those who are better , even if it means the contradiction of the bad the continent. You might think how we would run this country dollarized if there really is a crisis in America, but for now prefer to speak of astronomical growth based on the numbers of 2002 , or nothingness itself , as compared to zero will always give positive."The government has the authority and will to which the company has a high sense of transparency in their perception of official statistics . "Sergio Massa, to defend the INDEC . September 30, 2008 The result was predictable since before the STEP . It was since the governors began to get off the canvas and one of the stewards looked fondly. It is strange to see Felipe Sola lecturing why Massa won . Won by many factors, but none of them would have served a purpose if there were a governor who has to ask permission to pay bonuses . A governor who embraces those who want to flip since 2007. A governor who was bypassed by the National Executive , who preferred to negotiate directly with the provincial governors to weaken the government everything they could. A governor who did not realize that the maintenance of streets, pointers and everyday is the mayors as visible face. A governor who did not see it coming. A governor that as long as an executive officer will be loyal and will have no problem defending the model set before him . A governor to Philippe style .I understand that much for 2015 and think it's ridiculous nominations. But the consummate model , the concern is to see the presidential sampler . For now , throw a couple of gratuitous advice for those who have to negotiate twine or already burnt : go asking embassies. They are cute , they are paid to live in picturesque locations and the level of diplomacy that Argentina has not generated much work. I understand that it could touch their Nigeria or Kenya - yes , we have no embassy in Croatia but keep those two - but hey, we all took a spin around the worst parts of Buenos Aires and without charging a hefty salary for it."I feel by Sergio Massa great personal sympathy. "Luis D' Elia, July 23, 2008Twit CirioEn As for you , little k , that made you believe that getting involved in politics was to link a lease of service, blackened , no bonuses or vacations and payroll taxes on your own, yet you can get some juice to Kirchner : I asked the move to permanent staff . Haceme case. Once you stop paying the Monotributo , affiliate to the union and you have a guaranteed lifetime kiosk . Soon you will no longer make fun of the old radical HR and old facho Purchasing Office . And then , when I feel related to the nostalgia of that for you was the best government - that made you go , of course, notice that the country you moved on, it did not fall apocalypse and basically no one , absolutely no one is essential .Saturday. As if Cristina is concerned : in Antarctica lost 14 points from STEP .

vampiros

VAMPIROS DE AMRICAvampiros-america0La tierra de los ms exticos vampirosAmrica es una tierra llena de leyendas pobladas de innumerables seres, entre los cuales no podan faltar los vampiros. Estos, variados y originales en cuanto a su naturaleza, van desde un anciano bonachn con sombrero plateado y sonrisa permanente, hasta una terrible y poderossima serpiente alada, capaz de crear olas con sus alas y de congelar a sus vctimas con la mirada antes de chuparles la sangre. Y es que, si bien es cierto que Amrica no es el continente con ms vampiros ni con los vampiros ms horrendos, s presenta la particularidad de tener una de las ms exticas faunas hematfagas.Abchanchu-Anchanchuvampiros-americaEsta raza vamprica viene de Bolivia, y sus especmenes habitan en las cuevas del altiplano. Tiene generalmente la apariencia de un viejo bonachn, calvo, bien gordo y sonriente, con un sombrero plateado de ala ancha y ropas antiguas recamadas en oro. Sin embargo, dicen que porta una inquietante sonrisa glida, inamovible, como congelada en sus labios...Siempre se acerca a sus vctimas mediante el engao, generalmente mostrndose como un anciano en problemas, en aprietos que requieren que el viajero entre en su morada; de modo que, cuando ste ingresa, practicamente nunca ms vuelve a ver el sol...Segn los interpretes del mito, la ropa del Abchanchu indica su linaje divino, su filiacin al antiguo panten quechua. Pero esas races autctonas no son suficiente para que este vampiro beba tanto la sangre de extranjeros como de sus propios compatriotas, de modo que los bolivianos evitan pasar cerca de grutas y cuevas cuando tienen que atravesar los amplios espacios del altiplano. No obstante no debe creerse que todos los que son vctimas del Abchanchu mueren inmediatamente pues, en los relatos de los ancianos, se cuenta que unos pocos han sobrevivido, aunque eso es temporal porque posteriormente mueren de una extraa enfermedad que no tiene cura, siendo a causa de eso conocidos como los "Anchanchun ukata", esto es, "los que han sido mirados por Anchanchu"A inicios del siglo XVIII, el mito del Abchanchu fue marginado a las regiones ms inaccesibles del altiplano boliviano, pero un siglo despus, reapareci en aldeas y comarcas de toda Bolivia, excepto de la regin oriental. Creyndose entonces que su espacio de actuacin era ms amplio, pas a ser causante de incendios y muertes sospechosas en las haciendas; adems de que adquiri el rango de demonio atmosfrico, pues frecuentemente era visto como el causante de diversas desgracias climticas."Pasa, pasa Anchancliu, no me hagas ningn mal, porque el Mallcu me ampara.", tal era la nica frmula conocida para cuidarse del vampiro, que conserv y an conserva su naturaleza originaria en la regin boliviana de Uyuni, donde recorre las planicies con su inamovible sonrisa de hielo, araando los cristales de las ventanas y la madera de las puertas, en busca de algn incauto que salga a abrirle...Aipalookvikvampiros-america2Los Aipalookvik son un tipo de vampiros originarios de las glidas regiones del rtico, Alaska, Groenlandia y el norte de Canad.Ciertas leyendas pregonadas por los marineros del norte y los habitantes de las costas, relatan que los Aipalookvik surgen de las aguas como cadveres ptridos y malolientes. Se cuenta que estos vampiros no gustan de la sangre, mas son tan sdicos que deshollan a sus vctimas y se visten con sus pieles; costumbre que, en opinin del profesor Lugano, es una proyeccin, a nivel de las leyendas folclricas, de la importancia que la gente del rtico otorga a guarecerse del implacable fro. Pero hay un algo ms en el cruel hbito del vampiro, y es que, tras ponerse la piel de su vctima, adopta su personalidad y hasta suele empezar a vivir cerca de la casa o el bote de la vctima.Chon Chonvampiros-america3Segn el folclore chileno, el Chon Chon o Tue Tue es una cabeza de brujo con enormes orejas que emplea a modo de alas. Pero este estado es algo transitorio que el brujo alcanza ponindose en el cuello ciertos ungentos hechos con hierbas especiales, tras lo cual recita: "Sin Dios ni Santa Maria", asumindo con esto su forma vampiresca.Una vez asumido su aspecto de predador hematfago, el Tue Tue puede emitir un fuerte grito ("tue tue") que generalmente usa para anunciar la muerte de la persona que tiene ms cerca. Por otro lado, a veces se dirige a los hospitales o casas de enfermos, retando a luchar a los espritus de stos, con el resultado de que, si pierden, les chupar la sangre.Sin embargo hay maneras de ahuyentar al Tue Tue:extender un chaleco; echar sal al fuego; o decir "Pasa, Chon Chon, tu camino o vuelve maana por sal", teniendo al cuenta que al da siguiente se presentar un desconocido a pedir sal, y por ninguna razn habr de negrsela. Tambin se lo puede ahuyentar con la siguiente oracin: "San Cipriano va para arriba, San Cipriano va para abajo , sosteniendo una vela de buen morir". Con esa oracin el Chon Chon caer al suelo. Ms efectiva an es la tctica de trazar una estrella de cinco puntas en el suelo, poniendo en el centro un cuchillo que apunte hacia el Chon Chon, el cual se ensartar en el cuchillo y as podremos aprovechar para matarlo, pero ser arriesgado porque eso podra enemistarnos con los brujos.Civatateovampiros-america4Es una bruja-vampiro originaria de las leyendas aztecas. Sirve a varias deidades lunares, y se cree que es el espritu de una mujer que muri al dar a luz, razn por la cual ama la sangre de los nios, que mueren efermos tras su ataque. Su rostro y sus manos son plidos como tumbas, y en su atuendo tiene dibujada una cruz de huesos humanos; sin embargo, se cree que alguna vez fue una hermosa y noble mujer, pero por morir dando a luz tuvo que volver en su horrible forma de vampira.Cuentan que sirve a los dioses Tezcatlipoca (dios de la luna, cielo nocturno, dios de la memoria ancestral, dios del tiempo y el Seor del Norte) y Tlazolteotl (diosa de la luna, del ritual limpieza, la fertilidad humana y la sexualidad), por lo que ostenta los poderes mgicos de un sacerdote. Tambin se dice que las civatateo deambulan por la noche, buscando nios que enfermar o matar, y hasta hombres con los cuales aparearse para procrear nios-vampiros.Para proteger a los bebs de esta vampira, se pueden crear santuarios repletos de comida, a fin de que la hematfaga se sace con eso y no busque bebs; o inclusive, si hay mucha comida y se queda comiendo, a fin de que el sol la encuentre y la fulmine.Guedpapa-ghedeEl Gud, conocido tambin "el vampiro vud", es propio de Hait, y pertenece a la corte espiritual del gran Baron Samedi, especie de deidad en el culto haitiano.La misin primordial de Gued es drenar la sangre de sus enemigos, que en su mayora son incrdulos, pero tambin, y por esto posee una iconografa benfica, suele proteger a nios, inocentes y locos. Aunque el destino de las vctimas es terrible, ya que se transforman en zombis e incluso a veces es el mismo Gued el que se encarna en el cadver para comer o emborracharse. Y esa costumbre de poseer a otros va ms all, pues cuentan que se posesiona de los devotos, sobre todo de los que usan ropas como las que l usaba cuando era humano y no vampiro.Hay quienes afirman haber visto a este vampiro vagando por los cementerios, llevando un bastn de hueso, unos anteojos oscuros y un sombrero. Los que se encontraron con l dicen que posee una fuerza extraordinaria. Ahora, y si el Gued hace un silbido poco armonioso cuando ronda por las calles cerca de los cementerios, hay que huir, sobre todo si uno es mujer, pues es seal de que el vampiro busca una amante...JararacasEs un vampiro brasileo que se manifiesta como serpiente, alimentndose de la leche de las mujeres: sustituye al nio en el seno, muerde el pecho de la madre, y le clava la cola al nio en la boca, drenando sangre con la cola, y leche y sangre con la boca...LobishomenEs un vampiro portugus y brasileo, cuyas vctimas son principalmente mujeres. Solo toma pequeas dosis de sangre de la vctima, sin llegar a matarla, pero si la vctima es femenina, suele dejarle de por vida tendencias ninfmanas.El aspecto del lobisomem es el de un humanoide de dos metros y pico, con cara de mono malo, barbado y calvo, con los dientes negros, una ligera joroba y los pies enormes y llenos de pelo, para que le funcionen como zapatillas gigantes y as ande sigilosamente, tomando desprevenidas a las presas.Loogaroo (sukuya)vampiros-america5Vinculado al mito del hombre lobo y originario del folclore haitiano y de Trinidad y Tobago, el loogaroo surgi cuando los esclavos africanos asimilaron, en su vampirologa, elementos de la demonologa francesa. En este contexto de sincretismo, el loogaroo o "sukuya" es una mujer que, tras pactar con el Diablo, debe darle culto cada noche, arrancndose la piel y adoptando su aspecto vamprico, tras lo cual guardar la piel en un rbol oculto, y proceder a buscar sangre en forma incorporea, como una bola de fuego capaz de entrar en cualquier recinto. Una vez que encuentre vctima, si le drena mucha sangre, la matar y la har renacer convertida en sukuya, o simplemente la matar y tomar su piel.Para destruir a la sukuya, se debe encontrar dnde tiene guardada su piel, y colocar mucha sal en sta para que no pueda volvrsela a poner, o bien se pueden colocar muchsimos granos de cereal en nuestra puerta, a fin de que la vampira se quede contando los granos (dicen que no puede evitarlo) hasta que el sol la sorprenda y la aniquile.Pata Solavampiros-america6La Pata Sola es parte del folclore de Sudamrica que habla de mujeres monstruos que viven en la selva, y que se aparecen a cazadores y hacheros cuando stos estn pensando en mujeres.De rostro hermoso y actitud seductora, esta vampira tiene su lado horrendo pues posee una sola pierna, dura como tronco de rbol y terminada en una pezua con garra de oso. Con un solo seno en el pecho y los brazos largos y terminados en manos repletas de garras, esta aterradora mujer de cabellera revuelta, ojos de tigresa y colmillos enormes, devorar la carne y beber la sangre de los incautos que se le acerquen...La Pata Sola es principalmente propia del folclore colombiano, y es casi equivalente a la Sayona de Venezuela, la Tunda y la Madre Monte, ltimas dos que tambin son de Colombia y, al igual que la Pata Sola y la Sayona, son en cierta forma protectoras de la Naturaleza, por lo que acabarn con cualquiera que atente contra la fauna o flora y se tope en su camino...Por ltimo, en Colombia se cree que la Pata Sola se origina a partir de una mujer hermosa que fue infiel a su marido y ste, para castigarla, le cort una pierna, sin saber que despus renacera como horrenda vampira...Piuchnvampiros-america7Propia del folclore chileno de los indios mapuches, esta criatura vamprica tiene forma de serpiente alada, con alas que le permiten volar cuando ha alcanzado la madurez. Su hogar son los bosques y posee gran longevidad, transformndose en un gran pjaro (de tamao de gallo o pavo real segn el caso) cuando llega a la vejez, y ostentando un gran apetito de sangre tanto de joven como de vieja. Segn cuentan, su fuerza es tan grande que puede derribar enormes rboles, y en Chilo creen que puede causar olas con sus alas, haciendo naufragar embarcaciones.Casi siempre la piuchn se alimentar de sangre, pero en pocas de mucho calor pasar adherida a troncos de rboles, mas siempre se la podr localizar porque dicen que deja un excremento rojo cerca de donde vive, adems de que emite estridentes slbidos. En cuanto a su hbitat, este ser vive cerca de lagos y ros, y produce una sustancia irritante que erupciona la piel y que puede ser transportada por el aire y el agua.Las leyendas dicen que, quien ven a la piuchn, quedan paralizados por su mirada y entonces son vampirizados, pues la piuchn les drena la sangre, hasta matarlos o hacerlos volver plidos y flacos a casa. Sin embargo la piuchn rara vez ataca a personas, generalmente prefiere succionar la sangre de los animales (por eso la culpan cuando el ganado enflaquece inexplicablemente), excepto de los animales blancos...TlaciquesSon brujas-vampiras propias del folclore de los indios Nahuatl de Mxico, y chupan sangre inadvertidamente, y tras haber asumido su aspecto de pavo o bola de fuego...

memorias de un vampiro

Mi verdadero nombre no os dira nada, si lo mencionase os preguntarais "Quien es ese to? No me suena de nada." Pero algunos de vosotros tal vez recordis a "A. van Helsing" el seudnimo con el que firmaba mis novelas de vampiros, que alcanzaron cierta fama hace algunos aos. Como me ro ahora de los vampiros literarios. De los vampiros de las novelas gticas, que huan de los ajos y las cruces y se ocultaban de da en fras criptas en cementerios abandonados. Y de los vampiros de las novelas modernas, todos muy bellos viviendo rodeados de lujo, melanclicos y romnticos. Incluso me ro de mis propias creaciones, todo y que eran mucho ms cercanas a la realidad.Os preguntareis como puedo hacer esta ltima afirmacin. Tal vez suene presuntuoso decir que mi visin de los vampiros era ms real que la de otros autores, pero he podido constatarlo de forma emprica. Veris...ahora soy un vampiro.Todo empez cierta noche de junio en que me encontraba en la terraza de un conocido bar del centro. Estaba tomando notas en una libreta, un esbozo de mi siguiente novela. Siempre empezaba mis creaciones en papel, me ayudaba a concentrarme en lo que haca y hasta que no tena una idea clara de como se desarrollara el relato no tocaba el ordenador.Puedo orlos desde aqu.Mir al hombre que haba hablado. No le haba visto sentarse a mi lado y lo atribu a mi concentracin en lo que escriba.Como dice?Los engranajes de tu cerebro. Puedo orlos desde aqu. Tu mente no para quieta, eh?.Lo observ detenidamente. Aparentaba unos 30 aos. Tena un rostro agradable, de ojos oscuros de mirada profunda, nariz pequea, labios carnosos y pelo negro y largo que le caa hasta los hombros. Vesta un traje claro y una camisa blanca que llevaba desabotonada casi hasta la cintura. Era un hombre atractivo a pesar de la gran palidez de su piel.Quien es usted y que quiere de mi?Ya estaba acostumbrado a un cierto grado de fama y no habra sido la primera vez que un fn me peda un autgrafo.Quien soy no tiene importancia, digamos que soy un fn. He ledo tus novelas, me encantan tus personajes, son muy reales.Reales? Por amor de Dios, son vampiros! Como van a ser reales?Es que no crees en los vampiros?Claro que no. Son un mito. Un mito que me da de comer, es cierto, pero no por eso voy a creer en ellos.El hombre se puso a rer al or mi respuesta como si le hubiera contado un chiste. Al hacerlo mostr su dentadura en la que resaltaban dos largos colmillos que sobresalan como un centmetro del resto. Haba odo que algunos frikis de los vampiros se cambiaban sus propias piezas dentales por prtesis fijas para parecerse a los personajes de su obsesin, pero nunca me haba encontrado con uno.Que curioso, tu acierto a la hora de describirnos me hizo pensar que habas conocido a uno de nosotros.Y ahora me dir que usted es un vampiro.Desde hace casi 200 aos.Esta vez el que se ri como de un buen chiste fui yo, pero eso no desanim a mi interlocutor, esper tranquilamente, con una sonrisa en los labios, a que cesase mi ataque de risa.Ya veo que no me crees. Pero puedo demostrrtelo.Como?Hoy aun no he cazado. Te gustara acompaarme?Dices que mis personajes son como los vampiros reales.Si.Mis personajes ocultan al mundo su condicin. Son muy cuidadosos en ese punto. Y ahora tu quieres mostrarme como cazas. No es eso una incongruencia?Si, pero ya te he dicho que soy uno de tus fns. Me gustara que me vieras en accin.Tal vez aqu deba hacer un inciso para explicar a aquellos que no habis ledo mis novelas (no os guardo rencor por ello), como son los vampiros que en ellas aparecen.Mis vampiros no actan como los de otros autores. No son terribles y patticos como en las novelas gticas, ni hermosos y melanclicos como en las novelas ms modernas.Mis vampiros se comportan como gente normal.Con la simple particularidad de que viven de noche y se alimentan de sangre humana, se comportan igual que vosotros. La mayora tienen empleos anodinos como taxistas en turno de noche, vigilantes nocturnos, etc. No lo necesitan realmente para vivir, pero les ayuda a pasar desapercibidos.El dinero que ganan en sus empleos lo gastan en lo mismo que vosotros. Renuevan su vestuario, pagan el alquiler... compran msica o van al cine. Igual que vosotros. Esos empleos nocturnos, adems, les dan la escusa perfecta ante sus vecinos para salir solo de noche.No precisan de lugares secretos de reunin para relacionarse entre si, ya que cuando dos vampiros coinciden en algn lugar, se reconocen entre si como lo que son, aunque no se hayan visto nunca hasta ese momento.Los ajos, las cruces, la plata,...no les afectan ms de como afectaran a un humano. En cuanto a las estacas, si, son efectivas, pero... que creis que os pasara a vosotros si os clavasen una estaca en el corazn?Fin del inciso.Acept la propuesta del desconocido, que finalmente se present como Marcos. Tena curiosidad por ver que clase de pantomima me haba preparado para convencerme de que era un vampiro autntico.Marcos insisti en invitarme y deposit sobre la mesa un billete que pagaba con creces mi consumicin. Sin esperar el cambio, me indic que le siguiera.Nos introdujimos en el casco antiguo, un laberinto de callejuelas estrechas y oscuras. Marcos pareca conocer la zona, ya que se mova por all como si supiera adonde iba.Nos paramos ante un callejn ms estrecho y oscuro que la mayora.Este es un buen lugar, ven.Le segu hasta el fondo del callejn que acababa bruscamente en un muro.Es aqu donde cazars a tu prxima vctima?Si.Y como piensas atrarla hasta aqu?No lo has entendido, ya he atrado a mi victima.Antes de darme cuenta ya me haba inmovilizado contra la pared. Note como clavaba sus colmillos en mi cuello mientras su mano apretaba mi trquea para impedirme gritar.Poco a poco fue succionando mi sangre mientras yo senta la vida escapar de mi cuerpo con cada sorbo de ese monstruo. Finalmente me solt y ca al suelo sin fuerzas.Me mir con una sonrisa y pude ver como su piel absorba las pocas gotas de sangre que su boca haba dejado escapar.Ya sabes lo que viene ahora, no?Le dirig una mirada interrogativa. No estaba muy seguro de a que se refera.Puedes morir aqu, en este maloliente rincn, o puedes seguir viviendo...para siempre.Sac una pequea navaja de su bolsillo y se hizo un corte en el antebrazo.Tu elijes.Mire la sangre correr por su plida piel y me pareci que brillaba con luz propia, y sent su olor, un olor que se me antojaba dulce como la miel.Acerqu los labios a la herida y succion con fuerza, el sabor era tan dulce como haba supuesto. Beb largamente, con glotonera, despus perd el conocimiento.Despert tumbado en una cama, en una habitacin completamente a oscuras.Como en mis novelas, los atades no eran necesarios, bastaba con impedir la entrada del sol en una habitacin.Volva a ser de noche, aunque la ventana estaba bien tapada con una tabla de madera, de alguna manera lo sabia.Y por primera vez, sent la Sed.Marcos entr en ese momento en la habitacin y me sonri.Ven, ya es hora, nos vamos de caza.Cazamos juntos esa noche y la siguiente y la siguiente a esa...Viv y cac junto a Marcos durante casi un ao, entonces lo abandon. El me ense como sobrevivir con mi nueva condicin. Eso es algo que nunca dejar de agradecerle, pero tambin me hizo lo que soy ahora y eso es algo que nunca podr perdonarle.Ahora vivo en otro pas. He adoptado otra identidad, pero para ganarme la vida sigo escribiendo. Entrego mi trabajo por correo electrnico y cobro mis honorarios directamente en mi cuenta del banco. Le cont a mi nuevo editor que tengo una rara enfermedad que me obliga a permanecer aislado, as no tengo que asistir a ninguna rueda de prensa o convencin.No he vuelto a escribir ninguna historia de vampiros. Ahora escribo novelas romnticas bajo seudnimo femenino y lo ms divertido es que se venden mejor que las otras.Por las noches cazo y me alimento. An no he convertido a nadie ni tengo intencin de hacerlo. Pero nunca se sabe.Si alguna vez uno de vosotros cree ver en alguna calle oscura a aquel escritor de novelas de vampiros que tanto os gustaban, no os acerquis a pedirle un autgrafo. Lo mejor que podis hacer es dar media vuelta y huir como si vuestra vida dependiera de ello.Por que as ser.

doll of paper

Do not rent this apartment, ghosts live here . You\'ll get in trouble. Susan still had these words bouncing around his head . It was clear he did not believe in ghosts , but that he had given wrong impression : I did not expect to get along with a neighbor, the one who was on the seventh floor of the building , which had received such bullshit . No \" welcome to the building \" or something.She slipped on the floor while Susan had barely seen the room and let him that. The landlady did not flinch , did not even look . He must be used to being next door neighbor tried to drive away their tenants. Susan felt that they should be old rivals, so I do not intend to stay in the middle of both and their conflicts . Because finally found what I had three weeks looking for : an apartment with two rooms , one of them to become his studio where he continued with his next novel , with large windows from which to acquire a broad view of the whole city , only ten minutes from your new job, and, above all , at an incredible price .Susan had worked the past two years in a newspaper of regional circulation . I used to write a column of social criticism and sometimes an article without much significance , which sent by email on Wednesdays and Fridays to the editor of the newspaper. No big deal , his was the art of handling words and make them dance tangling between cover and cover his increasingly famous books . But he offered a very rewarding eat the sometimes tiresome work as a writer , and especially allowed to acquire, little by little, more famous among lovers of literature . And thanks to Susan latter was over at that , as the neighboring curled hair and tacky plaid shirt , floor with ghosts. Because thanks to its expertise and its emerging reputation the editor of the newspaper had offered a permanent position in the newsroom, part-time , but very interesting. It required his presence in the writing almost daily , would steal much of the time devoted to the synthesis of his books, but Susan was very enthusiastic and excited about her new role in the world . In addition , outside no longer contribute anything . I needed a change , feel the warmth of the people around her , but that heat will only noise came through banal cars and crowds crammed into buses online. He felt good anyway . I was tired of the soundtrack to the suburbs : birds, dairy truck horn and birds .So after three weeks looking floor, three weeks after going to the wording from their former home in the suburbs , having caught two trains and a bus , finally found a floor in his beloved city , just a short walk from his new job. She would not consent to a neighbor wanting to scare the new tenants ruined their efforts.Everything was still riding . The apartment was furnished , but Susan had all his stuff in a mountain of boxes that had been built with great care in the study. Only took three weeks in the writing, but I had already made great friendships . So I decided to invite many of them for a few beers , as a small opening of his new home , and why not , in his new job.The night transcurred quiet . A few beers , a few cigarettes , laughter , small snacks , long and interesting conversations , more beer , more laughter ... It was Friday night , the city , at the foot of Susan and his companions, exuded life and light , lots of light . So everything was perfect.The next morning he got up with a lot of vitality and energy , a little tired due to a small hangover, but willing to put the house in order, collect the remains of the previous night\'s party and especially the mountain of boxes in the study. She wrapped her delicate white skin like milk with a golden silk robe and prepared to leave the room for breakfast . When you open the bedroom door was pleasantly surprise all beer bottles, empty snuff packages , dishes with food scraps and ashtrays full of cigarette butts were gone . Everything was in perfect order. A big smile crossed her entire face, from ear to ear. The safest thing was that Shally and Thomas , the last guests leave and with more confidence than I had , had decided to collect it . No wonder , they were great people , always ready for anything .He came into the kitchen briskly and cheerful , a smile decreasing but still present . She picked up her golden hair into a high ponytail and pulled the coffee roaster and one of the upper cabinets in the kitchen. But before you turn decided to return to the bedroom. She was barefoot and never plugged descalzada since I heard things in that program of events of the seven , that someone was electrocuted when plugging barefoot television . So he returned to the bedroom for their fur slippers plush purple .When she opened the bedroom door again received a surprise , not as pleasant as the previous one. In fact , quite rude in his opinion . The bed was perfectly cast . He went to bed in disbelief , his mouth open and his eyes narrowed as trying to spot something in the distance. She touched the quilt with open palm . The bed was neatly made : the savannah under the quilt neatly folded , a pillow covered by the quilt and three beautiful peach colored cushions scattered throughout this .That was very strange, and for a brief moment in time , believed the neighbor, who advised that not rent that apartment , that if he did get in trouble . He felt a little anxiety , a little mosquito that grabbed his nuts and made him a strong and unpleasant taste flavor. But she repeated to herself that she did not believe in ghosts . He must have drunk more than usual last night, and have a tremendous hangover , so that just made the bed and could not remember.He made coffee and took in an attempt to clear your mind and breath and sanity. He sat on the couch nice dark blue room , attached to a large window that showed a large picture of the entire city , now disturbed by the dull gray clouds that reigned in heaven, but nice all the same place. He had a book in hand , \" The sunsets of Laura \" . It was about a Girl who fell in love madly with a gay guy . An impossible love for the suffering too , while she is on the verge of suicide.But he could not concentrate , could not continue reading , lines are disturbed , twisted and left a big hole in the page, hole through which appeared the face of the neighbor, with those words disconcerting . He closed the book and pushed it across the couch. He got up to take the TV remote , I was in a small glass table opposite the sofa, and returned to his privileged place atop cloudy but beautiful city .There was really nothing it worthwhile on TV, but Susan was not even aware of it . You could be broadcasting a concert by the Rolling Stones, or a documentary on sea lions, both his passions . Would not have mattered , had continued without notice . Because simply was dedicated to hitting the green button with the arrow indicating switches to the next channel , without any consistency , with their eyes fixed on the plasma screen , but his thought lost in a dark green forest .Suddenly the remote stopped working , there was no next channel , trash that program on the life of the famous three channels above would not appear . Unless you changed the batteries in the remote , Susan thought a minute later, when I finally realized that I pressed that button much , so much and so viciously that he was sweating the thumb , the channel went.He got up and headed for the kitchen. I thought I had left a package of batteries for your digital camera in one of the small drawers that were next to the sink. Indeed , the batteries were the queens of the drawer. That reminded him that he must get to work with the immensity of tackle boxes full of moving, staying in the study. And that made increasing headache.He returned to the living room wearily , almost dragging his feet, and dropped her back on the couch so violently that the back gave a little crunch to be against the wall. He opened the lid and pulled the battery charge . But something stopped. He looked at the TV , with some uncertainty , and discovered that the program was back garbage profamosos post when Susan was absolutely certain that going to search the batteries had been since the store TV channel . Suddenly the small uncertainty made it big , huge, and a small muffled cry that never came out of his mouth in his stomach rumbled . But not only for the fact that it was set to the same channel that when she left, but also because he realized that the IR receiver on the TV , a small little circle just below the image was covered with a piece insulating tape green, live green so exaggeratedly contrasted with satin black plasma TV . He remembered that tape left on a ledge that was a few inches above the TV , in fact the tape was still there, but what I remembered was not raised to take a piece and put it in the infrared receiver for no reason , all while sitting on the couch, mistreating the remote . And did not remember because again have a certainty, that had been sitting all the time . He rose from the couch slowly and carefully , as it expects a hit from behind, and moved closer to the TV. He knelt and looked with great curiosity and amazement duct tape , a simple piece of tape. It seemed unreal. He joined hysterical , angry with herself for believing having spent a quiet night with only two beers and a good conversation with friends, when it seemed that not only filled the stomach of alcohol, but it had overflowed . He thought of going to the studio to start putting some order , believing it would dissolve the clouds that crossed her mind.But something stopped when his legs were reaching verticality. The channel changed again. Only . The green tape was affixed to the receiver , and even if it had been , the command was with the batteries removed , lying on the couch, as proved to turn his head back slightly . On regaining his normal position , he discovered that the TV channel was changing steadily, with even faster than she had been doing while his mind was the dark green forest . She looked at the piece of bright green tape and realized that a button beside the receiver , under which were some fine print that read \"channel up\" , it was shining again and again . Confused, angry nervous and went to the TV and with more anger than I felt when I could not find any decent floor that arrived their savings , began to hit the button that would light attached , which read \"channel down\" . He was there for a few seconds , to no avail , until he felt a terrible chill that ran down from the small and delicate hairs of the toes to the last tip of your scalp .Suddenly stopped pressing the button and began to notice how the air was missing. He opened his mouth more than she thought she could open it, tried to catch a breath, a little bit of air, but could not. He fell to his knees on the carpet and fell in his stomach , while the small shiver seemed to become a Japanese stainless steel that tore into the kidneys. Unable to resist such pain lost consciousness and fell back , striking his head against the small glass table accompanying the couch.When he awoke it was night , although it was true that the sun had refused to leave that day , submitted by the unbreakable strength of opaque gray clouds . He looked round without leaving the ground. Everything was in order . He looked at the TV. It was off , without intense green ribbon . But the remote was on the glass table , instead of on the couch, where she remembered having left .He sat up, with great difficulty , put his hand to his head , and discovered a significant lump protruding and near the crown. \"I must have fainted ,\" he thought . He reached out and grabbed the remote. He opened the battery cover and discovered that were on the gold-colored with a silver line , they seemed to have spent a few hours ago . He was thoughtful for a moment , staring at the floor . When reacted pointed the remote at the TV and pushed the button \"on\" . The TV instantly brightened and changed the channel without any difficulty.He went to the kitchen, even with the remote in hand , and he opened the small clear lacquered wooden box . The batteries that had taken to change the things I thought had been spent were there. But despite this , or perhaps because of it , Susan had the feeling , stronger , truer than ever that something was wrong . And, there was something strange . The little thin plastic wrapper and delicate covering all four batteries forming with them a block was gone. Instead, there was a piece of green tape surrounding them and holding them together . He reached to the batteries with fear, as if waiting for a new thrill , and took them. They were sticky , as if they had made several attempts with green ribbon finally reaching the exact length that covered the four batteries , half of these , like a belt . The squeezed with all his might , closing the hand , and a thought came to mind . A message. His own voice insistently pounding in his mind, bouncing around inside his skull : these batteries are real, and something\'s not right today.He looked at the clock hanging on the wall opposite the sink. It was twenty past eight p.m. . Suddenly had the idea to call your neighbor and invite them to dinner . I had no intention of starting a string of questions about ghosts , still not believing in them , was almost certain , but did not want to be alone. I felt something strange and negative would happen if she was alone for the next few hours . Do not put the blame on any ghost, they threw herself. I did not want to be alone. , And her neighbor was the only person , besides herself , on the top floor of the building, and after all , was the only person in the building with whom he had had a little closer .He put a thin gray sports jacket that had hung next to the front door and went briskly and efficiently towards the door of his neighbor, who was directly opposite hers, so close that even closed his door .Called a couple of times in a row . It seemed that there was , or perhaps had more interesting things to do, \" have more important matters to go to dinner at the house they think there are ghosts and only misfortunes happen ,\" thought Susan , after which he turned and if headed back to his apartment. \" I \'ll go to the corner restaurant for dinner and then give a long walk. \"As he crossed the bow of her door neighbor opened his. He was wearing a light blue blouse and faded jeans , tacky and outdated . His dark hair was tousled curly even more than Susan remembered.You wanted something, girl? How was your name?Susan ... Susan . And you were ...Mary . My name is MaryNice to meet you - let out a small smile and crossed his arms as feeling cold, and hugging herself , with a gesture that made it seem more weak and delicate than it had always shown her fine golden hair as maize close to their old house.Problem , Susan ? I see a face. Concerned . I warned you , and I did it in good faith , because I think you\'re a good girl with some sense , that on that floor ...Just wanted to invite to dinner - abruptly interrupted , letting out the words with a speed that made them almost incomprehensible - just wanted to invite you to dinner . Our first conversation was very pleasant, at least to my mind, whether I thought I could make something for the two , relax and talk about our lives - added more slowly.You know what? I like you . But not enough for me to go on that floor.Come on , what is the problem ? Is everything in order, there is nothing unusual, nothing supernatural - again Susan let out a small smile as she stopped hugging, this time a smile denoted that she was lying , that their words do not even believe them herself .Do not worry, you should invite me to dinner at my apartment . So there is no problem and we also know , is not it ?All right , whatever.Come , come - Mary invited her into a simultaneous movement of head and hand .Susan closed the interdimensional apartment door shut and she followed Mary into the this .I love that picture - Susan said upon entering, with the door open behind him.I bought it at a garage sale . Shot of price.The floor of Mary seemed larger than Susan . Upon entering there is a large lounge , with three huge maroon sofas and salmon walls , crowded with paintings, among which was the favorite of Susan . They turned to the right, where was the kitchen.What do you want to prepare for dinner?I do not mind , Mary. Could eat a whole deer - again drop that mysterious smile , the one to which she herself believed what he said, because the truth was that he had stomach tighter than a German safe .I had thought to prepare a spaghetti with tomato , do you like ?Yes , that\'s fine . I like . Hey, Where\'s your toilet ? I need to go urgently .At the back of room , the door to the left. On the right is where I keep the bodies - his voice was husky and mysterious , which made Susan empezase to turn white as fast as lightning fall from heaven , and part a tree in half. It was not for scares - Let woman , it was just a joke. I just wanted to break a little ice. You look worried, and in this house there\'s no room for worries . My paintings would get sad - turned around and pulled out a huge package of spaghetti from a small drawer crammed a few other huge packages of spaghetti. It seemed to be the favorite food of the host .Susan spun around and said nothing , his face still a little pale, but with a look of relief. It could be explained as believing , if only for a short while , the words of Mary . \" The one on the right is where I keep the bodies \" . \"It\'s ridiculous \" thought Susan . And after re-reading the words in his mind , he thought that certain aura of madness surrounding Mary , after thinking also that of \" ghosts live on this floor .\" Not at all, ghosts do not exist, but if it was true that Mary was a little crazy , perhaps by loneliness or boredom. Susan was sure of it .At the turn of the spaghetti toilet were almost ready.Wow, Where do you buy that pasta ? Just three minutes have passed and this already seems to be made , it smells delicious Italian pasta - Susan returned to drop a smile, but this time it was a smile of conciliation , trying to forget the madness halo to give a new opportunity to the hostess .For in the supermarket of Riverside . In fact they are the cheapest. And indeed been twenty minutes. Why were you so long in the toilet ? Would not you be stealing something , right? I warn you that I have nothing of value , absolutely nothing.Susan looked thoughtful , was another of his jokes to break the ice? Whatever it was, what was not amused .I will set the table - Susan said abruptly.Least , dear. That less! - Mary gave a little laugh.The dinner was so quiet . None of jokes that would make Susan turn pale or long trips to the toilet to mosqueasen Mary.Tell me, do you work ? - Mary asked after completely devoured the dish in less than five minutes.I am a writer . I\'m writing my sixth novel . It\'s about the lonely life of a woman who decides to rebuild their lives after years of enduring beatings from her husband. I also work for a newspaper , the Morning View. He had two years as a partner and have given me a permanent job three weeks ago - was the phrase uttered with more enthusiasm Susan all day .Writer , now. I do not work . I had serious health problems that precluded me go to work for quite a while , so I asked for early retirement.Retirement ? ? You look young . What about you worked ?To the public , you know. And you need not try to flatter me , at least not for the next age. It is the age that I have , you know? And time does not pass in vain for anyone. So just tell me you are delicious spaghetti - Mary was a pleasant smile and wiped with a paper towel large tomato stains from the corner of his lips .Susan smiled back , and for a moment seemed to be together, like a couple of friends , melted into one person . In fact, as the minutes passed and trust, small but growing , would Afincando , Mary Susan asked many times to love a week and told him that his work was stupid , a waste of time . \" Writer , where are you going with that? Every writer eventually go crazy .\'\' Susan went along , but that was a low blow to her that undid much of the union.Well , I hope this has served to know us better. I would buy you a coffee or a chat in the lounge , but it\'s my time of the tablets , and leave me so groggy that if I do not sleep in the next three minutes I \'ll be asleep standing - Mary stood up and took a boat of pills that were in a cupboard above the sink .Susan turned to notice that aura of madness in the words of his neighbor, without knowing exactly why. But the truth was , that with pills or not, it was time to leave. It was enough for today.I understand . Do not worry , I \'m a little tired. It has been a pleasure to know you a little better. Until next time, Mary .Susan got up and left the room , without even picking up his plate. Not that it was a rude person , quite the opposite , but went with the mind elsewhere. A Mary not seem to care much . She also seemed to be elsewhere , since not even replied to Susan\'s goodbye message .He opened the door of his house with some uncertainty . For a moment, a brief moment, returned to have the need to embrace itself. He was cold. He entered the apartment and closed the door behind him and walked to the couch . Everything seemed in order. He sat quietly and took a languid look for the beautiful window. The city was illuminated in full. He looked a little clock on the shelf above the TV and saw that it was too late , so I decided to go for a walk and see those night lights more closely , with the intention to merge with them and be an architect over night.When he stood up , he discovered that the green tape was not on the shelf. Another reason to go for a walk, even stronger than merge with the night lights.The city was beautiful . Many of the streets were still stone miss . The asphalt was not welcome here, and Susan was grateful. Because those streets had the charm of an old European city, where one breathes the past. Buildings also retained the classic touch , this nuance that makes them different , that nuance that despite the decline of some, and transformed into beautiful giants that seemed to come alive at times . The area of the city Susan was the oldest . The buildings were virtually empty , with dusty wood windows and balconies full of dead plants after several years without a drop of water except falling from the sky . But all had that shade . And can that the buildings were virtually empty , but the streets were full of people . It was dark , but the streets were crowded , as in a summer evening on a beach in Mexico . Susan wondered where so many people could leave . That he liked , loved . He loved to look around and see people, insignificant points in the universe , but with huge and interesting stories behind them to tell.When he reached the street from Riverside , the supermarket , which opened into a huge river, decided it was time to go home and get some rest. It had been a difficult day, strange as few in your life , and that it showed. He was one of the largest mental tiredness throughout its existence , even more than when he walked immersed in her second novel , one that even though I tried, refused to be conclusive safeguarding consistently and convey what he wanted from the beginning.He opened the metal gate with energy and took the elevator at the far end of the long corridor . It was a very old elevator , used even fail. But the community refused to put one of these new technological gadgets music and backlit buttons . Before dying in the elevator after falling this violently to the first floor to install one of those technological blasphemies .The elevator shaft was about five meters of only two doors on the top floor . Susan came out of it looking in her purse a note he had written a few days ago while traveling in the bus , a key to decipher a great conflict of his new novel . He reached the door of his house to walk blind , his eyes fixed on the bag , removing his right hand again and again all the belongings he had in him, from one place to another , as earnestly preparing a soup fish . Not find it, and that made her get in a bad mood .Bad mood suddenly it went out with a bucket of cold water, almost frozen , when he noticed that the floor of the hall was a large blood stain your door that communicated with the neighbor. Susan threw her hands to her head and her stomach had another place that muffled cry , more distressing than ever, accompanied by a mosquito bigger than ever leaving a nasty flavor than ever. Because that could no longer be of suggestions or beliefs in ghosts . That was real, it was blood , as she proved when bending over , touching the ground with palm and manchrsela . He stood , frozen , several minutes. When I finally opened the door reacted almost shoving, trying to reach as soon as possible the phone to call the police. But when I thought nothing could be worse that Tuesday November 13 turned in for a nasty surprise.Upon opening the door for a moment thought he would die . Everything was thrown on the floor. Chairs, tables , TV , study boxes , decorative candles Ledge dining room, coffee maker, sofa cushions , everything. The open kitchen cabinets and glass table shattered to pieces . A stampede of rhinos seemed to have been there while she enjoyed a spaghetti with tomato and aroma of night city .But the worst thing was not that. That was beyond repair . What seemed to have no arrangement was the huge blood stain that connected her neighbor \'s door behind the door that was right in front after crossing the dining room, your bedroom . It was following the slick , short and slow steps , weak and timid , with mouth open and one hand on the chest, if his heart decided to open a gap between the ribs and run away . When I finally reach the bedroom door , opened just five centimeters, with great care, as if it were paper and it would break . He tried to find something for those few inches , and managed to see her closet , open and without clothes. After a few seconds of hesitation managed to give a push to the door. Back a few inches , in a reflex of caution , and when the door was fully opened discovered that things can always get worse .The bed sheets were lying on the ground , along with all the clothes I had in the closet. And in bed , on the fine pistachio green sheath covering the mattress had a huge blood stain . In fact it was stained with blood : the clothes off the floor , the floor itself , the walls , everything. He achieved distinction in the opposite wall , just above the bed, a few spots of what looked like fingers , fingers crawling from mid- wall to the mattress.Susan was sweating more than he had done in his life . I felt like all organs shrank to be the size of a pea , a handful of chickpeas trapped in a pressure cooker . He felt it was no heart or lungs , because it was almost impossible to breathe with all that before his eyes. Suddenly, for a moment , it seemed that the idea of calling the police was not as good .She turned and he followed the blood trail until he reached the door of Mary . He pressed the bell again , a single ring touch shy .The seconds passed and the door would not open. Susan feared the worst . He looked at his feet and discovered how the blood stain was introduced in a strong and continuous under the door of her neighbor .Was deathly silence in the hall.

eva

Like every day , Eva was about to go down the stairs quite lazy station Metro.Sumida in thought leaving behind a stretch after another sloping and cold metal rungs , which , after fulfilling its mission of supporting hard the weight of thousands of souls were behind the bottom of the ramp later to begin work again , at the end of the day, his life was not very different from the people who punished every way its metal skeleton .At the platform, was stunned by how alone she was . Well, she thought , maybe he had lost the last train , which would serve to savor the first cigarette of the morning.That was one of his favorite times of da.Sac old pack your bag, find the lighter and that was another story, not precisely characterized by its order . There it was. In the end, as always .He lit the cigarette and inhaled deeply as he watched a huge billboard . In the same could see the handsome fashionable wearing a tiny slip that could barely contain what locked inside .Such was his enthusiasm that the surprise dropped the mechero.Se laughed at herself and started to pick but failed to conseguirlo.Bajo his feet felt like verticality lost ground , looked terrified and forth , giving realized he was still alone in the andn.Retrocedimientras contemplated as falling toward the via.No lighter could not believe what he was sucediendo.Entre both had to cling to the nearest seat , which did nothing more than to extend their agona.Poco little the soil was disappearing from his eyes. The crackle of a new train was felt at the bottom of tunel.Su heart wanted to escape from her chest. It was then the seat clinging arms also began inclinarse.Sus could no longer bear more of their body weight . A piercing scream hurt your vocal cords to see that the strength of the single element that separated her from certain death disappeared .Gradually plastic chair gave way to a viscous substance that was dripping from his fingers .He felt the tremor. It would fall to the tracks and his body would be reduced to mush.The clock began to roar .Again the terrible recurring dream.He sat up and felt his body quickly in a cold sweat .He looked to one side and the other making sure habitacin.Sinti was in his profound relief . With haste, opened the blinds and let the sun go morning.The heartbeat was taking its normal pulse .He went to bao.Tom a shower room and started to prepare a convincingbreakfast.At 39, Eva was a woman who looked a lot more , mainly due to itsunattractive appearance and a few extra kilos , but what defined his personality washis countenance serious and unsociable .In less than three minutes had already eaten breakfast.The phone rang.Yes? Answered .Hi daughter! How are you ? .Well , if a little tired.Did you have a bad night ? .Si.Have you gone back to have that terrible dream ?Si. Although this time worse than ever.You should consult with a specialistA specialist? In what ? , Do dreams ? . Breast Nonsense .Not nonsense . You can not go on. Did not see that every time affects your life more ?Well , let it be . Why you calling me ?You as always as communicative Do not ? .I have hurry. Late for work .Just wanted to remind you that next Friday is the birthday of your sister , thatDo you not think to call ? .Ya , I knew lied ..Long ago you not see, and she is looking forward .What you are wanting ? . 's Why I called so often.Also you could do .Well well well answered already irritated always just talking about it .As quieras.Pero remember it , are sisters , and that's something you can not change .Yes of course . Anything else ? .No, nothing more . A kiss from your father.Another for . Goodbye.Goodbye daughter.He hung up at once.What a way to start the day, he thought.At least the call had helped him out of his mind , if only for a moment, of the night he had suffered.In the end his mother had razn.Era too long suffering the same dream thattortured night after night . , and worse, more and more would , I suffered with more intesidad.Ya not think of anything else throughout the day.Tardee It opened to the bedroom closet and pulled out the first thing encontr.Nocould be said to waste time thinking about what to wearHe left home in a hurry and as each day went to the metro stationwas very close to his house .Inevitable.Todos day was felt the same sense of panic when entering the flight of stairs estacin.Cada to endless.At the platform was placed as far as possible from vias.De felt that way safer .Every second that passed before reaching the train made him endless.Finally . There estaba.puntual like almost siempre.Aliviada waited until she was fullystanding to raise , but not before at all times ensure that anybody was at his side. Despite being totally stuffed the car felt very comfortable and quiet.One more day had passed the test , I knew that if I could master their phobias would be safe , at last , after all, were but dreams , bad dreams.Ten hours later he was back at home.One day all dems.Trabajo ms.Igual , work and then more work.At least kept his mind occupied.He spent much of their working day , locked in a dark warehouse comercial.Ordenando surface , counting , filing , re-telling and re- archivar.As every day since to twenty years .The monotony was part of his being.Whenever I entered his house , almost instinctively, immediately headedfrigorfico.Hacia a review so that as she undressed to make a menu.He returned to what had decidido.Empezara cocina.Ya a cold pasta dish to followwith a generous piece of cheese to finish strong and tart .As usual in it , in less than fifteen minutes and had realized the succulent anyway cena.Dej small kitchen table where they still lay the remains of breakfast.I gather later thought .He went to the living room , watching television, of course. After spending some time changing from one channel to another , decided to park in a program that distributed tears on all sides .The digestion of the heavy dinner , began to take effect .The remote control is always kept in his hand as if someone were to remove it , fell to the ground .The seat was stretching like a huge rubber band is involved.Every moment that passed was closer .The train entered the platform, which had almost disappeared. Instead there was only a deepdark abyss which happen in an instant the monstrous convoy , which are outside his presence continue their march to not know where .I could not take it anymore . It was time .He dropped .The tremendous pace of his heart caused an awful vmito.Vaci in her lap feeling the acidity in your throat.I could go on. And repeated at any time. He burst into a deep mourning .At that time wished to have someone on your side . omeone who can tell how much he was suffering, convey his despair.But that was not possible . His character had been suffering this terrible evil that is loneliness.Resigned rose. Disgusted his lap looked like it had become a huge plasta composed of spaghetti with tomato sauce and tiny pieces of cheese .With little delicacy , as she was running , got up to go to the bathroom , which meant that as he walked off leaving a trail of house specialty sauce .Once more and neat and quiet , if that was possible , went into her bedroom ready to go all night long .Passed at least three hours ; Eva felt exhausted. As much as he tried was too time going bad nights sleep to beat , and as expected failed.For a moment he thought he had awakened. But it was not.It was inside one of the train cars.DARKVERY DARK .The darkness broken only saw the end of the long corridor formed by the two rows of seatsHe could no longer distinguish between waking and sleep.But he was ALIVE and that was enough time .Immediately repair instinct alone in the dim light of the end of the car .I would have preferred not to. He could see a group of figures . Had a menacing appearance .The were watching patiently , slowly . They had all the time in the world .terrada back .His " ESCORT " travel slowly approachingAs they advanced , they retreated . But his back collided with the wall.They were close , VERY CLOSE .His walk was slow and heavy. Suddenly he stopped.I wanted to wake up , but could not. I was at a dead end .His terror was such that he could not move . She tried to scream , but her throat was unresponsive.The train went on his way , quick , increasingly fast. There were seasons when I had to stop.His eyes almost bulging , were adapted to the dark. You could almost distinguish .Would have preferred not to do so.There were six . In different heights. Even one may well be a thought , or a dwarf.He looked up to notice their rostros.No could distinguish his features. It was impossible to dobecause it does not exist. Their faces were but a shadow through which I could see the backlight of the car.I did not know why, but the panic he felt at first gave way to a sense of peace .But it was just that , a feeling .One of them, the highest , extended his hand to her.Eva got carried away and took it.Like a silent movie old they were , saw , through the stranger's face , as happened todizzying speed that had been his life so far.He stared at his birthThe happy face of his father as he held her in his armsHe watched growing up. His old school. Her classmates .A teenager full of sad episodes , the corridors that were in its path high school youth as they spoke softly and made fun of his appearance.Again the image of his father , serious, cold , trying to convince her not going in the right direction .As background music, the pounding of his mother's voice , always talking , talking, talking ...He could see Daniel . Your first and last love . The moment that said:Sorry Eva . We can not see each other anymore .That if, just two days after she proved the rear of your car feel .The did so much , so much damage .He saw his own despair , eating tons of food, in solitude.At the who believed his " Friend" , when surprised in the canteen talking and taunting her .The face of indifference to all his coworkers.And the common denominator : SOLEDAD , RAGE AND REPENTANCE .Regret for not having made their plans. Not to say every time I thought, what I felt. By lacking the right word at the right time.Rage . A rage that burned inside him every day of his life.In short , HATE . Hatred itself.He felt in his mouth the sweet taste of blood . I was biting the inside of his own lips. I did not want to wake up.The balance of his life had resulted in total disregard his own being.He dropped the hand that had been his guide and sad girders of the tortuous path that was his life.Never thought I could get to that point.She screamed again and again until her throat was broken .Then one of them spoke .We B.C. to save . To save you from yourself .I want no one to save me she said.Still have not learned anything , but you'll have long, long time .I do not want time, I want to die .Die? Here the word has no meaning, at least as you know her.So ... ? Where am I?Within. said.No, it can not be . This is nothing but a fucking nightmare.Is YOUR nightmare. The one you have been creating throughout your vida.TU and many like you we have created . Hatred , distrust , anger , that is our food and our reason for being . We live for your miseries and fears.With every word and every phrase the face of the agency was taking a more defined , more "REAL". 's Shadow slowly gave way to some features that were very familiar Eve .Horrified , he thought he was being reflected in a mirror , but it was not, is contemplated to herself , the monster that was inside.The image remained harsh and bitter expression of the past , but with many, many more years. The smoothness of her cheeks had swollen desaparacido . Instead, mix rags hung twoof skin and flesh that hung below the chin. The hair had almost desaparacido . His lips that once were full, gave way to two lines almost invisible , within which traslucan completely rotten teeth . So could feel his breath foul , sticky, like something out of a sewer.No dream could be as real thought .And he was right .The human mind , however twisted it was, could not create so egregious harm herself.Then his heart refused to continue working. It STOPPED .But despite all his mind worked . He was conscious . He was floating in a world that was between waking and dream, a LIMBO that for most mortals world existed which had entered to possibly never go out .He was opening the doors of what for many would be hell.Beginning to understand .And "THEY " realized .The room phone rang insistently Eve .On the other side , Eva 's mother insisted over and over again .It had been over a week and had no news of her daughter .Concerned decided to go home , but not before checking your work missing since the last time I talk to her, something arto difficult case of Eve.Planted in front of the apartment door , I call again and again no answer.Although he was very upset , fell into the account of the concierge of the building kept a key to every home. He ran to get him.Accompanied by the keeper opened the door. The picture showed the house was not surprised too , knew her daughter . Upon entering the room his heart jumped in his chest .An odor , produced by the huge stain on the carpet lay patiently ,flooded his nostrils. The TV was on and the remote lay half hidden among some thin strips of yellow and red did not now that .Something terrible had happened .I hurriedly went to the bedroom.A piercing scream filled the room .There was his daughter. Lying in bed. No apparent life . His wide eyes reflected an infinite terror . The blood , now dry , chin and stained the whole mouth or what was left of it , and that his lips were torn , tatters . His hands looked like two claws rather fully contracted .The nightmarish picture of what had been his " DEAR " caused the crying girl .Something inside told if her for a long time that something similar could happen.The guilt surfaced and tear their guts.Meanwhile , the concierge , pale from the tragic scene called police .An hour later the judge on duty along with the Coroner ordered to vacate the stay . True to his usual routine , prepared to certify death .Constatarla but failed .Although there was no pulse, that his heart was not beating and their relative pallorstill clinging to life.She was taken to the U.C.I. Central Hospital .After several days of doing all kinds of tests, concluded that he wasEat in a state of irreversible.They could not explain exactly why he was in a vegetative state .Their vital organs had refused to work. But various tests showed that his brain was still functioning.Gloria held in his hands limp hand of his sister Eva .During the past seven years , Gloria had been constant in his visits to the hospital.Regret is the worst of the charges.Every time I watched for several hours at his sister, he could not help the tears flooded her cheeks. He never got to tell her how much he loved her , prove their repentance , their mistake.Again and again he repeated the same thing, trying to justify, to her , even in the depths of its interior could perdonarla.Perdonarla for having given in to her heart 's feelings to dictate in their youth.But I never got an answer.Nobody understood why? after all this time , Eva kept the same expression of panic when she was found .He seemed immersed in an infinite despair .And maybe axial out .Daniel The man who opened the inner abyss of Eva entered the room asepticHospital .Gloria affection , was running late , said looking at the floor .He avoided whenever he could , looking at the bed of his former girlfriend .Yes, I'm ready , whispered between sobs .For how long will you continue with this situation?All the time I needed answered irritably.The left the room .Wherever he was, there was no time .Neither the SPACE .Only a giant spiral that always led to the same place .It not only bore his own despair culpa.Tambin suffering of thousands of souls , which likeshe on a " past" had failed to appreciate the many pleasures that life offered .MOANSCRIESFEARSThese were the only feelings that were perceived at that LIMBO .Axial ? Would be the rest of his life ?Was there a way out?Despite done over and over again those questions , I knew I had no return , but nevertheless kept alive a flicker of hope.Something had conseguido.Durante his past life , never experienced that feeling.Gloria " rested " with Daniel .With his back to it, I kept thinking in the state of Eve.I could not change things .In the depths of its interior, and despite her love for her husband , he could never forgive the enormous damage caused Daniel to his sister.I try to sleep .Hoping to rest, if only for one night.Lately slept so badly .That hideous dream not allowed never reach restful sleep.His body was completely paralyzed.Only his eyes responded to the impulses of his brain.Constantly moving from one place to another , desperately seeking some reference that might give it some explanation to what was happening.I felt cold.Her naked body was lying on a metal bed .Sudden pain impulses startled her .He could feel viscose blend perfectly strange smells .It all seemed so real.Aunque was aware that it was not so he thought .A persistent light coming from the top of the room, piercing his eyelids retina.Pero not respond . Seemed doomed to witness a ritual which she was the main protagonist .Not knowing where they came , he saw before it a group of " People" .The surrounding threatening.The powerful lamp that haunted his eyes , started to increase in intensity. He could not help but try as distinguished visitors , mainly their FACES .I tried to move, scream , run away , but it was impossible .The only sound they perceived their ears was her own heart. A thunderous beat , amplifiedto limits of madness .One of them approached .It came so he could feel his breath .Fetid , foul .Turn your eyes to the hurt .Tears blurred her view . But not enough to see the transformation that hadplace image lurking on it.The shadows gave way to an identifiable face .Perfectly identifiable .Right there, next to her was Eve.Hi sis! Said little tranquilizador.A Eve in tone so long.Gloria trying to talk . But his throat refused to issue any sonido.La helplessness was infinite . Seven long years trying to communicate with her sister , and now he was facing she could not say a single word .I know , I know you said Eva.No preocupes.Se decirme.Se exactly what you want how much you've whined about my bed muerte.He felt your tears fall on my nasty mushy cara.Tus my ears tormented moans . Did you think I could not hear you ? Si.Y Well now I have come to answer your pleas , so you feel what I have felt throughout my life and beyond . "Dear " mia.No suffer. I will always be by my side , always ...

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Emerge tu recuerdo de la noche en que estoy. El ro anuda al mar su lamento obstinado. Abandonado como los muelles en el alba. Es la hora de partir, oh abandonado! Sobre mi corazn llueven fras corolas. Oh sentina de escombros, feroz cueva de nufragos! En ti se acumularon las guerras y los vuelos. De ti alzaron las alas los pjaros del canto. Todo te lo tragaste, como la lejana. Como el mar, como el tiempo. Todo en ti fue naufragio! Era la alegre hora del asalto y el beso. La hora del estupor que arda como un faro. Ansiedad de piloto, furia de buzo ciego, turbia embriaguez de amor, todo en ti fue naufragio! En la infancia de niebla mi alma alada y herida. Descubridor perdido, todo en ti fue naufragio! Te ceiste al dolor, te agarraste al deseo. Te tumb la tristeza, todo en ti fue naufragio! Hice retroceder la muralla de sombra, anduve ms all del deseo y del acto. Oh carne, carne ma, mujer que am y perd, a ti en esta hora hmeda, evoco y hago canto. Como un vaso albergaste la infinita ternura, y el infinito olvido te triz como a un vaso. Era la negra, negra soledad de las islas, y all, mujer de amor, me acogieron tus brazos. Era la sed y el hambre, y t fuiste la fruta. Era el duelo y las ruinas, y t fuiste el milagro. Ah mujer, no s cmo pudiste contenerme en la tierra de tu alma, y en la cruz de tus brazos! Mi deseo de ti fue el ms terrible y corto, el ms revuelto y ebrio, el ms tirante y vido. Cementerio de besos, an hay fuego en tus tumbas, an los racimos arden picoteados de pjaros. Oh la boca mordida, oh los besados miembros, oh los hambrientos dientes, oh los cuerpos trenzados. Oh la cpula loca de esperanza y esfuerzo en que nos anudamos y nos desesperamos. Y la ternura, leve como el agua y la harina. Y la palabra apenas comenzada en los labios. Ese fue mi destino y en l viaj mi anhelo, y en l cay mi anhelo, todo en ti fue naufragio! Oh, sentina de escombros, en ti todo caa, qu dolor no exprimiste, qu olas no te ahogaron! De tumbo en tumbo an llameaste y cantaste. De pie como un marino en la proa de un barco. An floreciste en cantos, an rompiste en corrientes. Oh sentina de escombros, pozo abierto y amargo. Plido buzo ciego, desventurado hondero, descubridor perdido, todo en ti fue naufragio! Es la hora de partir, la dura y fra hora que la noche sujeta a todo horario. El cinturn ruidoso del mar cie la costa. Surgen fras estrellas, emigran negros pjaros. Abandonado como los muelles en el alba. Slo la sombra trmula se retuerce en mis manos. Ah ms all de todo. Ah ms all de todo. Es la hora de partir. Oh abandonado!

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Wait for an hour or so and get to your house , touch repeatedly but nothing, no one would have the door , and was about to go very, very pissed when Carmen 's mother opened my neighbor , I asked following planned something my Avia I asked mother .I was waiting for her daughter to ask me , but no , he did not simply limited to the classroom to accompany the custom while ago I followed for calibrating the situation, looking for a flaw in my plan shadowing , but no, no that it was very difficult, just had to give her away but it seem that it was not intentional , the only thing wrong here was Carmen , staring fits me looking for something wrong with her , it was then that I saw that perhaps I do not get pissed off set that something was wrong with her.For starters you could tell that he had run a little makeup and she cleaned quickly for which I left some remains visible on your face , on the other side red eyes confirmed that I had been crying recently , and it showed sadness in his eyes , I first thought that maybe something had happened to her or more likely to an acquaintance, but in that case would be with one of her friends venting but instead he was here alone , crying , must be something staff but what ?I knew once I crossed the door to go to my house she would mourn and I do not like at all , it made me feel really, really bad . Since we were heading to the door and I was throwing the issue head on one hand I knew I would tell my anything to be a , and also if you had the courage to tell her friends worse would be with me is not it, but on the other hand the idea of leaving her here alone in this state went against my principles , principles fucking ...I stopped short and turned around leaving both face to face and winced Carmen was about to reproach myself so when I asked him " what was wrong " before any response I said " what the hell was wrong with me " , the truth had been very aggressive with my question and my tone but we did taking the value of which was not , so with a soft and cuddly I apologized and repeated my question saying what I told you how it was .He calibrndome few seconds while she stared at me , the look I was freaking out , but I kept it all the time , it was like a battle of wills to see who surrendered first , who succumbed to the other , and it was in these when you notice that way I would not take anything good, Carmen's eyes were getting watery at top speed until she looked away and commanding tone told me that nothing was wrong with him to do me the favor and fura for my home .Do not you see how I felt bad for having pressed thereby knowing that at that time she was emotionally upset by whatever it was that you were going , take your chin with a soft hand and mind did I looked at her face , and first time since I've known the tutee , using the most loving tone I could and then I knew I had to say something to make her gain confidence with me but I honestly was blank , to tell you the only thing to say was " what Sorry, " just as affectionate but still thought I had screwed up because I did it without thinking, but turned out to be the trigger for Carmen , I started to look weird and then jump into my arms to mourn .And if discarded because what he did was jump into my arms , and how that reaction was not expecting lost his balance falling luckily both sprawled on a couch that was behind me , not even let me fall , I embrace that back harder, with all this she kept with her tears , understood very well that at that time I was his safety valve so let it be as he rubbed his head , which seemed to calm her a lot.We were so sprawled on the couch for a while in which Carmen calmer and told me his problem , and without lying I got a mad desire to k a guy by assholes .---------------------------------------From what I guess from what I had with insults and tears , was more or less well , that night was out with some friends to eat out there, in the restaurant where they ended she found her ex-husband and this came with an aunt very sardines, but I call her filthy slut , but good in the end, from where they were they could not see but them if they or at least she looked good , said he was about to leave for he was very uncomfortable but not make it ugly to her friends who did not want to get stuck.For a long time he could not stop looking at the couple caramel was , at one point got up to go to the bathroom and bumped into a waiter carrying not know what I stain plate and the dress she wore at the time, by the time and had forgotten that the couple , one of her friends accompanied her to the bathroom to clean the stain , but in the bathroom they found that there was a couple fucking in one of those cubicles where the toilets , he said something distressed she and her friend got horny with the situation but the fever dropped around see who they were , SIP was the couple that blew it out as if nothing had happened , when the guy that gave Carmen recognized by releasing something style " go but if my ex-wife 's frigid " and to add insult to his girlfriend ( of him) replied, " it does not seem so frigid , if safe and even a finger hiso listening to " Carmen was about to send them shit but these were with his joke about what to listen frigid and that screwed in the end had to be her friend ( hers ) which commanded to take the ass and told them to leave or would tell the security that certain people were doing wrong things in the bathrooms , sure and they would be interested to know that, and you do not see that I learned that this friend was my mother, when Carmen was recovered from the shock of the whole situation apologized to her friends and came to his house trying not to show their feelings in public until I get there .More or less that's what I said insulting Carmen between the couple is and sobs , as I continued with carisias in his head as he said kind words giving the reason, but otherwise I pissed off what he told me , that if uncle crook by the band in the future at least we Ostia , but then I stayed calm by Carmen until you began your ex was right, that she was old , ugly , bitter, frigid ... you do not see the desire to give him two slaps for saying that,pussy! Aunt May is more good in the neighborhood and says she's ugly , God , at least I hold the urge as best I could and told him it was very beautiful , that guy must be a jerk , she was this and that ... I sincerely believe that vent telling me everything beautiful and gorgeous wearing all these years thinking it was , of course without telling happen eg having a cracking DELETED or something like that or else that would end up giving me Ostia .But it was worth it just to say all that because for the first time at night I dedicate one of his beautiful smiles , I think it was wrong that I was recalling the boy of her friend, so I said it was a charm but must not tell lies to the elderly.Honestly it was not , perhaps because he had pissed all night for various reasons and now this chick treated me like a , or because they wanted to talk to her as a few minutes , or just was a fit but so did mine without doubt one second , take one hand and strong mind to pose well noticed that my erection rubbing both enter them two I could not help having , was expecting a slap on his side but still worth it , I told him I thought if you ask me my friend below, also repeated as good as it was but this time was the most I could out , which added to the hand on my dick which by the way have not had removed were looking at me with wide eyes , I kept waiting for the slap , I was psychologically ready for that so that at all times held her gaze .For what was not psychologically ready was for what he did , I suddenly kiss, no kiss or anything that he did was eat based mouth well , using my initial surprise I got tongue down their throat , when he does react I could do nothing , separate or crazy I was in heaven but neither was able to keep up , my movements were rather clumsy so the leaves do. While previously only hand was resting on my dick now sobrmela had started on his pants.They are again so we're clear , and at that time was in heaven , and exactly why was scared as hell so do not dare move a muscle except for the language that lay time playing with it.I am sure that the kiss did not last more than a minute but to me it seemed an eternity is PUSSY that smacker , buff ... when Sally spread her lips from mine and looked into his eyes I saw in them a shine unknown , had a output face buff ... what happened next I do not know how to explain it , honestly I think I got lost in his eyes , because the next thing was a great corrientoso recuero happened throughout my body , Carmen had pulled his cock and had just give a kiss on the head, if before departure had a face now was buff , is that almost everything I come and with the image of Carmen playing with my cock while looking at me with that face , I think she also took time because I dedicate one of the most sly smile , I know it's stupid but still asks that " it was " what I said " asking my friend down if ere pretty or not " all that in plan joke .After telling me this and checkered me that that's how I leave you with that answer , he began to run his tongue from the base of his cock and slowly until the head , finally screwing his tongue in my head and without notice average getting cock in her mouth ,GODwas the glory , felt buff ... let me do for her while I continue to give such pleasure , my cock in her mouth thanks to the humidity and heat gave me an incredible feeling, while his language was still not licked and licked his cock massaging with special attention to the head, she began to raise and lower the head giving me extra sensations to touch his lips that way with my base.Did not know what else because on one side and closed my eyes for another buff was lost in the pleasure , just know that had not yet passed or fifty seconds in his blowjob when I ran to her squeezing my balls , I had never thrown both cum in my life , honestly if that is not heaven do not know what it is, when I started the run react because I left a little dazed faith that I realized that I had run in your mouth , try to apologize to Carmen but this I just smiled , opened his mouth and showed me how I still had a lot of my cum in her mouth , played with her tongue moving from one side to another to finish swallowing making more noise than necessary.That he did with my cum fooled me , including my dick got hard instantly, was buff ... so I could not help throw ca eat mouth action she replied , her mouth a little wise my cum but me a damn . As before again was she who separated his lips from mine , leaving me panting with the effort. He stood up suddenly and beckoning me to follow her , went to the room while I followed behind like a zombie , with his pants down and his cock in hand , imagine the situation , lol , more like a penguin than anything else I do not know how he did not fall up the stairs but good.When you enter your room my neighbor was finishing removing bra, you do not see as I remain dumbfounded looking at those hours of art, seeing my face Carmen began descojonar me, if it were not just enthralled with her breasts still would have reprimanded , still laughing but Carmen exit face I wonder if the wanted to rub , to my response unresponsiveness approached me grabbed one of my hands and put on one of her breasts , hand started moving herself to continue giving me a peck on the lips , tongue and get me followed as before with the difference that now I replied as wild as her.When I notice that my hand moved instinctively to hug me let go of the neck, with the hand he had in his breast began to stroke the nipple that was super sensitive , to the extent that tore Carmen moans with few strokes , in that I remembered one of my biggest fantasies , eat you buenaza tits to my neighbor , let your lips to scroll through your neck kisses up to one of her breasts which I started licking anxieties, the nipple before you gave me nothing to lightly bite that made her shiver to continue sucking , with my other hand while playing with her other nipple stealing her mistress moans , groans and I were sick and not just myhe! That means at some point for looking down and caught like Carmen became a finger while I ate her tits.We well for a while until Carmen told me finished remove clothes at that time I had forgotten everything and I give a damn clothes, but as it was she was telling me what I did but I did almost as lightning , as I had only her top and the bottom.And I thought I had removed it fast, nothing turn around I found that Carmen had been empelotado and was taking a pill , take and lay down on the bed waiting for her, when I take that it was asked that what I replied that it was somewhat hasty to not get pregnant but with continuous output face saying that I'd better come inside .Upon arrival she returned with kisses and caresses that she stopped short of saying that it was worth ado, she was up and at that moment I wanted was my piece of meat inside her, to push followed on his back and taking my cock was at the ready to climb on top of me leaving her legs to my sides and go slowly spliced to have it all in, we could not help but let out a moan of pleasure almost in unison , it was an amazing feeling inside Carmen like a volcano ready to explode.Luckily gave for waiting to get used to me that if not for a little buff and I come , soon began to move slowly in a smooth and deliberate , was a cavalcade of the most rich , I felt fully as muscles Carmen 's vagina squeezing my cock as if to squeeze as enduring as best I could without cumming , riding slowly gaining speed going and going dilating her vagina with fluids which by the way running down my legs as I was soaked , the pressure on my cock was decreasing , both Carmen and I gemamos of pleasure, even once in a while Carmen giving a horny gritico demonstrating what I should be to be pulling the boy of her friend.My fever was such that at 6 or 7 minutes at most I ran inside helplessly unfortunately for me, but fortunately for my own excitement was so great that my dick did not heed the run and kept at the ready for more or less than a minute that 's what I need Carmen to come.When Carmen was run wearing a devilish pace , I have to admit I was scared and all, hit a squall impressive first and then fall on my doing even a little damage , was about to remonstrate when I noticed that it was moving as a seizure in my life until then had only seen my neighbor come and what I saw was an orgasm very smooth compared to this , so you could say I was stunned not knowing what to do for about ten or fifteen seconds while my neighboring consciousness resumed approximately one minute while returning to normal , that time was the longest of my life, even come to think that he had a heart attack or something and I stunned there doing nothing.Carmen is more quiet and calm I rush to eat the mouth as he hugged me after a while and fell asleep in my arms , but before falling into the arms of Morpheus said a word to me back to reality instantly, and honestly I scares was the first time someone told me in that regard ... oNE tOLD ME " I LOVE YOU " . FUCK ME WHERE HE HAD GOTTEN ?

perdiendo el control sin aire

La culpa, poderosa torturadora, los mantena en silencio y cabizbajos, absortos en la contemplacin de cualquier objeto que les distrajera de la creciente incomodidad de mirarse a los ojos. La luz que alumbraba la cama donde se encontraban acostados, era tan amarillenta y tenue que pareca provenir de una vela en lugar de una lmpara, brindndole un aire mstico a la habitacin, como si se encontraran en un terreno prohibido y extrao. Aquella luz dibujaba sombras tintineantes que secretamente ponan bastante nervioso a Adrin y era precisamente aquel nerviosismo lo que aterrorizaba a Gustavo, le haca sentir que caminaba sobre una capa de hielo delgado que amenazaba irremediablemente con romperse.Era tan frio y agobiante el sentimiento de estar juntos en la cama sin decir una palabra, sin mirarse, sin animarse a iniciar un roce... sobre todo aquella cama que haba sido en anteriores ocasiones escenario de rebuscadas danzas erticas y que ahora se asemejaba ms bien a un ring preparado para una pelea. Adrin se puso de pie sacando el aire lentamente mientras caminaba hacia la puerta con una almohada bajo el brazo mientras Gustavo lo miraba azorado sin comprender lo que estaba pasando.-Esta noche, voy a dormir en el estudio - dijo por fin sin animarse a mirar a Gustavo en los ojos, quiso decir algo ms pero se contuvo, mirando fijamente la puerta sin animarse a atravesarla. Aquello despert el terror en Gustavo, tema que de alguna forma dar ese paso sera el inicio hacia una inevitable separacin. Casi poda escuchar el hielo rompindose con cada paso.-No s de qu otra forma explicarte que no pas nada entre Santiago y yo... es que no me crees? - grit Tavo incorporndose pese al dolor punzante que le producan los movimientos bruscos-Te creo, pero ese no es el problema... el problema por si no te das cuenta, es que, tu... - Adrin respir hondo antes de proseguir, enterrando los dedos en la orilla de su camisa de algodn blanco que usaba para dormir - tu, no confas en mi... Creste que te estaba engaando! sin confianza no puede haber nada Gustavo - pese a sus esfuerzos por reprimirse estaba completamente exaltado y perdido en aquella mirada inocente y vulnerable de Gustavo que suplicaba misericordia, mir a su alrededor y por primera vez en mucho tiempo tuvo miedo... miedo de perderlo, miedo de aquel sentimiento de no ser lo suficientemente bueno, y pese a aparentar seguridad, senta que las piernas le fallaran ante la tristeza y la impotencia, respir para calmarse y continu - Antes de que digas cualquier cosa, quiero que sepas que estoy perfectamente consiente que no he hecho nada para ganarme dicha confianza, que s que he mentido y que hay cosas de mi pasado que no puedo borrar... pero una cosa quiero que tengas siempre en claro. Estoy enamorado de ti... y no hara nada para perderte.-Entonces... Por qu te vas de mi lado?-Yo... - dijo sin encontrar una razn para sus acciones... la nica que tena era bastante cobarde: necesitaba huir de ese miedo que le produca su silencio. Gustavo vio una oportunidad en esa duda y continu diciendo.-Adrin... por favor, no te vayas... soy yo quien esta inseguro, por dios! Tan solo mrame! No puedo moverme o manejar o si quiera baarme sin ayuda, soy una carga para ti en este momento, adems yo no soy un adolescente como t y a veces no puedo dejar de pensar en que estaras mejor con alguien de tu edad y eso sin contar, desde luego que mi familia quiere desheredarme y que mi nico pariente vivo tiene sobre ti una psima opinin. Cualquier otro ya hubiese huido de mi lado... perdname por estar tan inseguro, pero tengo miedo de perderteY ah estaba la frase que Adrin no se anim a decirle! Tan comn de sentir y tan difcil de afrontar, tan difcil aceptar que uno tiene miedo de perder a quien ama... por ello Adrin se sorprendi al or a Gustavo diciendo exactamente las palabras que l no haba podido pronunciar... pens en que Gustavo era mucho ms valiente que l. Y sonri con el labio inferior temblndole de sentimientos acumulados al tiempo que se acercaba a la cama nuevamente.-Yo... estuve a punto de decirte lo mismo... que... tambin me aterra perderte... hablas de una diferencia de edad como si fueran dcadas lo que nos separan y son unos pocos aos.-Yo ya termine la carrera y tu apenas vas a empezarla, mi visin de la vida es distinta a la tuya... y creo que debera dejarte vivir otro tipo de cosas con chicos de tu edad... s que suena tonto pero no puedo ser tan egosta, no si se trata de ti-Por favor se egosta... por favor nunca me dejes ir, ni me pidas que te deje - exclamo mirndolo a los ojos completamente libre de miedos. Gustavo tambaleo mientras se pona de pie evitando recargar demasiado peso en el yeso de la pierna y extendi los brazos para que Adrin se acercara a abrazarlo.-Te necesito a mi lado - susurr cuando lo tuvo entre sus brazos, besando lentamente los mechones de cabello oscuro que le hacan cosquillas en la nariz - te necesito tanto - volvi a decir mientras le besaba el cuello conducindolo lentamente hacia la cama. Adrin dej que Gustavo lo besara lentamente, que sus manos le recorrieran el cuerpo, pero no se senta en paz. El cuento de hadas nunca haba sido su aspiracin... era ms que eso y pese a tenerlo todo... senta que entre los dos algo... faltaba.Departamento de RobnRobn y Luis permanecan sentados en el sof despus de haber hecho el amor de aquella forma tan desenfrenada que solo ellos soportaban, permanecieron amodorrados mientras dejaban correr por sus piernas el semen de ambos, que se deslizaba pegajosamente, mientras ellos, sin prestarle atencin, se besaban pausada y juguetonamente.El rostro de Luis se vea exquisito mostrando un tenue rubor, y Robn se admir de ver como las huellas de las lgrimas que haban corrido fruto del dolor y el placer, aun marcaban con una suave humedad, las mejillas de Luis.Como si fuera un amante inexperto, cosa que no era en lo absoluto, Luis mantena la frente baja con el corazn latiendo desbocado en las sienes. Aquella mgica visin de aquel coloso ruborizado despert en Robn un extrao sentimiento febril acompaado de un poderoso deseo de besarlo, de tomarlo entre sus brazos aferrndose lentamente a aquella expresin en su rostro que le pareca completamente nueva y fascinante.Luis aun temblaba, respirando lentamente, reponindose del orgasmo tan intenso que haba experimentado al tiempo que deleitaba su nariz olisqueando juguetonamente aquel cabello castao de Robn que emanaba un suave aroma entre perfume y sudor. Robn bostez pasando su mano por el abdomen de Luis mientras se pona en pie sonriendo cnicamente.-Te puedes parar? - pregunt Robn a Luis tendindole una mano, mientras l lo miraba fingiendo indignacin para despus dejar aparecer una sonrisa cansada dibujada en sus bonitos labios.-Jdete Robn - mascull ponindose de pie visiblemente incomodo sin un gramo de orgullo y sin atreverse a mirarlo a la cara. Se dirigi al bao recogiendo la ropa que haba tirado detenindose a mitad del pasillo, extraado con la soltura y naturalidad que senta al estar en aquel departamento, se senta como en casa, fantaseaba con ello incluso, pero el dolor apareci nuevamente mesclado con cierta vergenza, al darse cuenta que haba permitido que le hiciera el amor - Por qu lo hiciste?-Te gust? - pregunt Robn acercndose a l, sin molestarse en tapar aquella apabullante desnudez-Respndeme, Por qu lo hiciste?... sabias que yo no estaba listo - dijo Luis mirando como robn se acercaba con pasos decididos, desnudo y vibrante con el cabello hmedo de sudor enmarcando su frente y hacindolo parecer aun mas juvenil y ertico.-Si te gust, que mas da el por qu? - afirm Robn pasndole el brazo por la cadera mientras le depositaba un beso en el cuello. - no estuvo mal para ser la primera vez - Luis lo mir ahogando una protesta con la frente baja tensando visiblemente la mandbula, lo que provoc que a Robn se le escapara una ligera risita - oh vamos, no te quedes callado, dime algo.-Estuvo... bien, no se supongo que fue raro... me sent raro. no es que me desagradara... solo... fue raro.-Necesitas relajarte, toma... - dijo Robn dirigiendose a una mesita, de la cual tom una cigarrera y un encendedor, de espaldas maniobro algo que no pudo ver Luis hasta que se gir de nuevo encendiendo un cigarro, que de inmediato Luis identific como marihuana.-Ro, soy profesor de educacin fsica, no puedo consumir esas mierdas.-Exageras... un toquecito para que se destensen tus msculos un momento. De verdad te sent terriblemente tenso, - dijo acariciando sus hombros lentamente, acercndole el cigarro a los labios, Luis lo fulmin con la mirada dndole un suave manotazo moviendo la cabeza en forma negativa - oh vamos, un poco solamente para ponerte en ambiente para esta noche.-De verdad iras a ese club esta noche? Pero pens que... - dijo Luis mirndolo de frente con el seo fruncido y un extrao rictus en los labios.-Por supuesto que tengo que ir, adems, me conviene ir... Y me gustara que me acompaaras, ser divertido - Afirm Robn y Luis lo mir intrigado, mordindose el labio sin atreverse a opinar, Robn lo rodeo con sus brazos quedando frente a l-Quisiera que te dejars de lado a Gian y tus obligaciones para tener la libertad de hacer cosas juntos - exclam Luis cabizbajo.-Luis confa en mi, no tendremos que esperar demasiado para eso y mientras llega ese da podemos disfrutar en el camino de los beneficios que trae estar con Gian ademas yo no quiero desperdiciar ni un segundo a tu lado, hay demasiadas cosas que quiero que hagamos juntos... Tantas... Luis estamos juntos! Es como un maldito milagro! Y cuando te veo as, frente a mi, besndome, hacindome el amor, dejando que te haga el amor, me atraviesa un sentimiento poderossimo... quiero bailar y gritar y no se... siento que puedo elevarme por los aires de un salto! Entindeme... nunca, cre que podra estar a tu lado... y ahora que lo estoy quiero... quiero que hagamos millones de cosas! Emborracharnos juntos, viajar juntos, ver el sol naciendo entre los edificios desde alguna playa de Miami, caminar calles coloniales empedradas en algn estado olvidado y remoto de Mxico, adentrarnos en un jardn indmito de alguna isla extica, lo que sea! Lo quiero vivir a tu lado... tu me das... hambre de aventuras. Sin importar lo inocentes o perversas que sean esas aventuras... las quiero vivir a tu lado. - Robn temblaba de excitacin con una sonrisa autentica en el rostro que formaba unas lneas en sus mejillas, era un diablillo con un rostro perfecto que no poda resistir... Luis se senta contagiado de las emociones tan intensas y poderosas, imaginando millones de cosas por hacer juntos, al grado de sentirse estpido por desear hacer junto a l, cosas tan mundanas como: cocinar, ir de compras o abrazarse al dormir. Nada fuera de lo ordinario, Pensando firmemente cundo baje tanto mis standards al grado de conformarme con lo mas simple, en lugar de pelear por las cosas extraordinarias? Aunque, de alguna forma las cosas cotidianas igual tenan su encanto al ser a lado de l, Porque s de algo estaba seguro es de que tenan que complementarse buscando la magia tanto en lo extraordinario como lo cotidiano. Podra ser el significado del amor mismo? Luis medit un momento, observando a robn que le sonri sacndole la lengua jugetonamente, y lleg a la conclusin de que hacer todo eso con alguien ms, no tendra el mismo significado... A fuerza tena que ser con Ro, Era Ro o nadie. Aquel pensamiento le provoco una risita y sin decirle por qu, Luis rode el cuerpo delgado de Robn entre sus brazos y lo bes lentamente arrebatndole el cigarro y terminando su contenido en dos caladas.-Tienes razn, juntos entonces Ro? - dijo sacando el humo lentamente, robn asinti mientras Luis aadi con una sonrisa - excelente porque esta noche quiero verte bailar entre luces estrambticas, ser tu cmplice...-Luis, carajo, me encanta verte as - exclam Robn y reprimi una risita victoriosa mientras arqueando las cejas dejaba que Luis le lamiera el cuello.-Eres un diablillo y me incitas a pecar - musit Luis, mientras lo abrazaba jalndolo rumbo al bao, las voces en su cabeza le advertan que tuviera ms cautela, que Ro era una fuerza poderosa, que aquel extrao poder de convencimiento innato que posea en aquellos ojos felinos poda contra todos y posiblemente contra todo, incluso contra su voluntad de hierro, pero quera sentirse devastado por alguien como l. Toda su vida haba luchado a contra corriente y estaba harto, por primera vez necesitaba dejarse llevar sin importar cual fuera el camino, Luis senta verdaderamente que era momento de perder el control.~~2 das despus~~ Viernes en la tardeJavier se encontraba sentado solo en las escaleras de entrada a la casa de Car, abrazaba sus rodillas con los brazos intentando imaginar lo que aquellos ecos de la discusin le dictaban al odo, por un segundo se odio a si mismo por presionar a Car a salir del closet, ya que nada volvera a ser igual si la discusin con sus padres segua subiendo de tono. Deseaba poder escuchar mejor, pero el sonido se amortiguaba casi en su totalidad por la gruesa puerta de madera, saba que Car por aquel instinto de protegerlo siempre, lo haba hecho salir para no escuchar la inminente pelea, pero no poda evitar el deseo de estar a su lado en aquel momento y de que los padres de Car entendieran que no estaba solo. Quera ser para Car, lo que este haba sido para Javier incontables ocasiones: Su apoyo.Segundos ms tarde, la puerta se abri y car sali caminando velozmente, casi sin detenerse tom la mano de Javi llevndolo prcticamente a rastras hacia el auto, una vez dentro dijo respirando hondo.-No te preocupes, todo est bien... hoy en la noche hablar de nuevo con ellos, cuando estn ms calmados - dijo sosteniendo el rostro de Javier entre sus grandes y fuertes manos.-No lo tomaron nada bien... eh - coment Javier mirando las manos de Car sumamente tensas en el volante - Lamento mucho haberte puesto en esta situacin yo no pens que reaccionaran as es decir yo...-No... tu tenas razn - afirm Car mirndolo de reojo y sonriendo fugazmente mientras le acariciaba la mano - si queremos estar juntos no podemos escondernos...-Pero... - intent protestar Javier sintiendo como la luz roja del semforo le adverta algo ms que un sealamiento de transito pero Car lo interrumpi con un beso rpido.-Sin peros - afirm poniendo el carro en marcha nuevamente con la luz verde - tu confa... todo saldr bien.La noche call mientras prcticamente en silencio para Car y Javier mientras hacan su rutina en el gimnasio. Car siempre haba sido ms proactivo en materia deportiva, ejercitndose con esmero, todo lo contrario a Javier que por ratos se entretena jugando con el telfono o platicando con las dems personas sin prestarle atencin a la rutina, ya que citando sus propias palabras " no necesitaba trabajar demasiado y lo nico que le interesaba de asistir era pasar tiempo con Car" . Incluso antes de ser pareja siempre haba sido as, pero aquella tarde Car haba estado ms absorto que de costumbre, ms agresivo y demandante consigo mismo, descargando en el ejercicio su miedo y frustracin. Javier lo not pero evit comentar nada, ya que imaginaba que era la forma en la que Car, catalizaba sus emociones. Despus de la rutina caminaron al vestuario, se desnudaron en silencio y cada quien entr a un cubculo de regaderas.El agua fresca hizo a Javier cerrar los ojos, mientras paseaba el jabn por su cuerpo delgado, se sobresalt de sentir como el espacio era invadido por alguien mas y erizndose al escuchar la voz de Car en su odo susurrando:-Deberas aprender a cerrar con seguro el cubculo al baarte - Javier no protest al sentir las manos de Car recorriendo su cuerpo a placer, detenindose en sus caderas mientras con los labios le sorba el agua que rodaba por sus hombros y mordisquendolos suavemente, quiso soltar un gemido pero record que se encontraban en un lugar pblico y se limit a cerrar los ojos con fuerza mientras los poderosos brazos de Car le aprisionaban pegando su espalda contra los duros msculos del pecho con tanto ahnco haba trabajado car en la rutina. Sinti sus manos descender de sus caderas a las nalgas separndolas y apretndolas con rudeza.-Aqu?... nos van a pillar - Pregunt Javier ahogando un gemido al sentir los dedos de car invadiendo la cercana de su agujero-Respndeme algo... con toda la sinceridad posible, si... si yo te pidiera que vivamos juntos lo haras? - pregunt Car intentado disimular su acelerada respiracin.-Me encantara, sera un sueo hecho realidad pero... mi mam no se ha recuperado del todo y necesita ayuda con mi hermanita... Espera! - dijo Javier abriendo los ojos de repente y separndose de l todo lo que aquel estrecho cubculo le permiti, se gir para tenerlo frente a frente mientras le preguntaba - Por qu me preguntas eso?... te... te corrieron de tu casa?-En cierta forma... s.-Por qu lo dices hasta ahorita?-No s, an estaba dndole vueltas en la cabeza, pero... estoy pensando en solicitar uno de los cuartos para estudiantes que hay frente al instituto, puedo aceptar el trabajo que me ofreci mi primo en el almacn para pagar la renta y con el dinero que tengo ahorrado, bueno... puedo salir adelante en lo que encuentro algo que me d ms ingresos... tendra sus ventajas... podramos estar juntos, vivir a tu lado... lo imaginas?-Si... pero, no es necesario que te vayas a un cuarto para estudiantes - dijo Javier abrazndolo suavemente para hacerle sentir su apoyo - Puedes quedarte en mi casa, s que a mi madre no le importara y nos vendra bien algo de ayuda ahora que ella no puede moverse mucho.-Te lo agradezco javi... pero no me parece correcto aceptar tu oferta, preferira un lugar propio... me entiendes?-En cierta forma si... pero no creo que sea tan fcil como lo planteas...-Para nada creo que sea fcil - dijo tomando la barbilla de Javi con una mano y acercndola a sus labios - pero quiero intentarlo...Javier sinti como envolva lentamente su miembro con la mano derecha aprovechando la humedad para subir y bajar tentadoramente con la mirada fija en l, todo el mundo era solamente l, l y el placer que le proporcionaba aferrndose a su verga con rudeza, besndole los labios en un tormentoso momento en el que todo, absolutamente todo se desvaneca dejndolos completamente absortos el uno en el otro. Car senta como los latidos de su miembro le reclamaban atencin hacia esa zona as que dirigi con rapidez la mano de Javier hacia ella invitndolo a brindarle el mismo placer que l le otorgaba. En lugar de eso Javier se arrodill frente a l, besando la punta de su miembro hmedo y saboreando el sabor del lquido pre seminal que escapaba, car sonri mirndolo meterse su verga en la boca mientras sujetndole el cabello rubio embesta su boca con rapidez. Se sinti tan cerca del orgasmo que profiri un largo gemido bastante audible que luch por reprimir mordiendo su mano.Javier se puso de pie con una sonrisa llevndose un dedo a los labios indicndole silencio para despus colocarse de espaldas frente a l, con ambas manos separ sus glteos mostrndole su pequeo y rosado agujero, car lo acarici con la yema de dos dedos ensanchndolo con un poco de premura que lejos de lastimar a Javier, lo excitaron ms. Amaba cuando car era as de tosco, sin ser lo suficiente bruto para lastimarlo ni lo suficiente lnguido para aburrirlo, las cadenciosas acometidas de los dedos lo haban dejado rogando por mas pero car pareca demasiado entretenido como para notarlo, obligando a Javier a susurrar una imploracin que tio su rostro de un delicioso rubor.-Pentrame, ya... te quiero dentro de m.Car tom aquellas palabras como una orden absoluta, deslizando su miembro por aquella delicada estreches que lo enloqueca y comenzando un bombeo frentico, ligeros gruidos escapaban de ambos perdindose en el murmullo del agua al caer, entre el movimiento brutal y el agua chocando contra su rostro Javier senta que se ahogara en cualquier momento, mientras car pareca completamente perdido en el movimiento de las caderas de Javier, que le arrebataban el aliento cada que vea su verga perderse en aquel delicioso manjar.-No te detengas... estoy al borde - mascull Javier apretando los dientes.-Aun no... quiero que sea juntos - susurr Car mordindole el lbulo de la oreja.Javier senta que le temblaban las piernas, y el chorro del agua que caa sobre el limitndole el oxgeno, le brindaron una extraa sensacin sabra que no podra contenerse durante ms tiempo, las piernas le temblaban intentando en vano sostenerlo en pie pese a las duras embestidas de Car. Despus de lo que pareci una eternidad, sinti sus caderas aprisionadas por dos manazas de hierro que se aferraban a l en el clmax-Voy a correrme...Fue todo lo que escuch mientras se balanceaban violentamente hacia adelante y atrs disparando una gran cantidad de fluidos que rpidamente se perdieron en el agua que corra. La visin abandon a Javier durante un instante, y todos los sonidos parecieron difuminarse en un tenue murmullo que se perda en la meloda del agua, se senta flotando en un estado delicioso de placer. Car lo miraba intentando recuperar la respiracin, con un rpido movimiento cerr la llave del agua y estrech a Javier en sus brazos.-Estas todo rojo! - exclam car con una risita inocente. Javier asinti boqueando para conseguir que el aire entrara a sus pulmones.-Lo se... es que durante algunos momentos senta que no poda respirar, por el agua que me caa en la cara. y llmame loco pero creo que fue exactamente eso lo que hizo que mi corrida fuera tan intensa-Si... no ests loco... hay gente a la que le gusta jugar con eso, pero siendo honesto me da un poco de miedo lastimarte si jugamos as...-con " eso" ? - pregunt sintiendo como los brazos de car lo rodeaban ayudndolo a salir del cubculo.-Con la asfixia sexual... o hixoponosequemadres, es asfixiarte para aumentar el placer...-Me gustara probarlo...-Ests loco - dijo Car moviendo la cabeza mientras dejaba salir el aire lentamente. El eco de un par de voces acercndose por el pasillo los puso sobre aviso y aun sintiendo como las piernas les temblaban corrieron a vestirse rpidamente.~~Sbado 11 de la noche~~Presentarse en aquella disco comenzaba a volverse una costumbre, Santiago se encontraba en la pista bailando con una hermosa chica pelirroja que le pegaba el cuerpo seductoramente al bailar, mientras l de reojo observaba en la barra a Robn y a Luis que despus de varios tragos rean como dos nios de todo un poco. Pens en que nunca antes haba visto a Robn rer as, con tanta naturalidad, toda la vida pens que Robn viva con una eterna sonrisa de lado que denotaba autosuficiencia y lo admiraba por ello. Casi se sinti culpable de recordar el haberse acostado con l, se daba cuenta de lo fuera de lugar que haba estado eso y aunque no le molestaba ser considerado una persona promiscua, pensaba en lo efmeras de sus relaciones hasta ahora. Record tambin al posar sus brazos sobre la cintura de la chica pelirroja, el gesto de venado herido que haba puesto el novio de Gustavo cuando lo haba tomado del hombro insinundose de una forma terriblemente vulgar. No se arrepenta del todo, pues haba sido muy divertido, pero se sinti un patn por haberlo hecho. La chica pelirroja embarraba sus senos sin pudor contra el pecho de Santiago, quien frunciendo el ceo se separ discretamente, ella lo not y haciendo un pequeo puchero con sus delgados labios le pregunt casi a gritos para hacerse escuchar entre la multitud.-Santi, qu pasa? - dijo tomando el rostro de Santiago entre sus manitas-Me crecieron escrpulos de repente - murmur sin que ella pudiera entender sus palabras.Volvi a mirar a Robn que discretamente rozaba la mano de Luis mientras hablaban, ahora lo senta ms clido, ms feliz y deseo encontrar a alguien que le hiciera sonrer de esa forma. Definitivamente la chica pelirroja cuyo nombre no recordaba, no era la indicada, por lo que tan pronto termin la pieza se despidi con una sonrisa amable y un gesto de pesar en el rostro, la chica pelirroja se alej dando media vuelta perdindose entre la multitud.En tanto en la barra con un movimiento rpido que se escap de la atencin de Luis, Robn haba ingerido una pastilla de " E" pasndola rpidamente con un largo trago de su Stone Fence, mir hacia la pista donde las parejas disfrutaban de una pieza lenta y se sorprendi de no ver a Santiago, posiblemente se haba llevado a la suculenta pelirroja a algn lugar ms privado, en fin... pens, que disfrute sus ltimos das en Madrid, que estas vacaciones estn por terminarse... Robn sonri y fue en ese instante cuando comenz a sentir los efectos de la droga que lo haca perder la mirada en el fuerte cuello de Luis que se marcaba con movimiento de las luces. La noche an era joven y se senta a punto de ebullicin, amaba poder tener a Luis a su lado y no haba mejor celebracin que cometer imprudencias con el de cmplice. Despus de todo era parte de su naturaleza vivir al lmite, sin control ni consecuencias, siendo el puto amo de su destino.Javier, Nina y Car entraron a la disco abrindose paso entre la marea de gente que entraba y sala del lugar, pese a la multitud que les dificultaba el movimiento, la presencia de Javier no pasaba inadvertida, los grupitos de chicas soltaban risitas y miradas coquetas cuando el pasaba cerca, murmurando comentarios febriles sobre su rostro de nio enmarcado por unos adorables ojos verdes y su aire extranjero, por supuesto los chicos tampoco parecan inmunes ya que aquellos quienes tenan el radar en funcionamiento inmediatamente voltearon a ver a los recin llegados. Nina se pegaba a Car dejando que aquella montaa de msculos le abriera paso, y Car por su parte se vea visiblemente incomodo su estado de nimo no era precisamente para estar de fiesta, entre la pelea con sus padres y el pasar la primera tarde trabajando extenuantemente en el almacn se encontraba cansado tanto fsica como emocionalmente, pero Nina era su mejor amiga y su cumpleaos era motivo suficiente como para dejar de lado sus problemas familiares y salir a divertirse una noche. Javier miraba de reojo a Car preocupado por su estado de nimo, el pleito con sus padres del da anterior haba sido grande, tanto que haba pasado la noche fuera de casa... y pese a eso ah estaba l, intentando sonrer a pesar de los problemas.Santiago pas rozando la piel blanca de Javier, cruzando durante una fraccin de segundo su mirada con la de aquello dulces ojos verdes, para despus fijarse en el macizo chico moreno que vena detrs de l, aunque busco algn indicio, no parecan ser una pareja ya que dudaba de que el chico moreno fuera gay, pero lo que verdaderamente haba llamado su atencin haba sido la divina creatura menuda que vena junto al tipo moreno, su cabello corto resaltaba sus rasgos andrginos y aquel vestido verde botella dejaba ver una piel blanca y cremosa. Aquella era una chica como pocas haba conocido, con una mirada que denotaba una ternura infinita, solo haba un problema, su mirada embelesada no dejaban la menor duda: estaba enamorada del chico rubio...A medida que se acercaban a la barra Javier reconoci rpidamente la figura esbelta y felina que se encontraba apoyada apurando el contenido de su bebida. Se acerc alegremente sujetando la mano de Nina para arrastrarla hacia la barra, antes de que llegaran Robn ya los haba reconocido acercndose tambin a ellos con una sonrisa irresistible. Santiago se sorprendi de ver la naturalidad con que se acercaban hacia Robin observndolos desde la distancia; si son amigos de Ro, no pierdo nada pidiendo que me los presente pens Santiago mientras caminaba hacia ellos. Javier dando dos zancadas se lanz a los brazos de Robn quien lo recibi con una sonrisa arrebatadora. Car los segua a poca distancia sin entender cual haba sido la razn por la que Javier haba salido corriendo hacia la barra.Robn enervado por los efectos de la droga mesclada con el alcohol, tan pronto tuvo a su alcance a Javier lo rode con los brazos estrechndolo en un fraternal abrazo, Javier sonrea hacindoles seas con la mano a Car y a nina para que se acercaran. En ese momento Robn tom el mentn de Javi con una mano haciendo uso de un poco de exceso de fuerza y lo beso largamente, metindole la lengua en un exquisito beso francs, ante la sorprendida mirada de todos.HOLA A TODOS! primero que nada lamento muchsimo el retraso, ha sido imposible para mi encontrar tiempo para sentarme a escribir, pero!!!! ya tengo lap de nuevo, asi que podre escribir sin tener que hacerlo a escondidas! segundo y lo comento porque creo que merecen saber porque he tardado tanto... han llegado unos comentarios que me desanimaron muchisimo de seguir escribiendo, no porque sean criticas de la forma de escribir, de la historia o la narrativa, si no porque les parece... "incorrecto" que yo escriba en esta seccion siendo mujer... no se que opinen los demas al respecto, pero llegue a la conclusion de que me gusta demaciado escribir como para dejar de hacerlo y que por aquellas personas que han segudo pec desde el inicio seria demaciado injusto dejarlo a la mitad. por ello BAJO NINGUNA CIRCUNSTANCIA SE QUEDARA INCONCLUSA! tercero... muchas gracias a quienes han estado al pendiente de mi y saben las pequeas aventuras que he vivido ultimamente en mis viajes, muchisimos besos y nuevamente gracias por leerme! Su esclava Aliliah

Stories and Gay Parents in their own words

My son Jeff , when I was little , was sensitive , gentle , preferred playing with girls and did not like fighting games gross and some of his friends , his father and brother . In second stage was tormented by neighborhood boys who wanted to fight , etc. .At the age of thirteen , around 1970 , I asked how he could tell if he was gay . I had no idea but at the time I began my search for information and understanding. I grew up in a close family, and religious fundamentalism , where the emphasis was on loving God. Your father and I never doubted the goodness of our son or our love for , but we wondered if we knew how to educate better or if we were doing something wrong. Jeff was a very unhappy young and it broke my heart to see him fight like that . I offered therapy in order to help you find happiness and he accepted. It took quite a few changes in before we found one that really helped. I admitted that I wanted it to be gay , but he wanted his happiness if he really was . Jeff came out with girls in high school and tried to be heterosexual. At 20 he said it was useless to try to change and had accepted his homosexuality . The only thing I did not like was that I really wanted to be a father and have a family . Since I knew it would be a great dad , this made me sad . My main concerns were about their safety and happiness . We shared books and helped me understand and enjoy with friends assured me that gays and avoided risky situations and people . So we told her father, her brother and sister. His father has now accepted his brother was uncomfortable a while and her sister was waiting and all went well . Long before it had told other relatives and friends. With Jeff had fun most of her relatives and her gay friends were included in family gatherings and trips to the snow, etc ... The of his brother loved and accepted and having fun with her boyfriend. His grandmother did not have much hope but wanted to Jeff and his friends liked . Jeff had very good years until he discovered he was HIV positive in 88 . It was a shock to him and to his father , and her boyfriend (negative , thank God ) and me. Apparently they had caught the virus during his days at school before that safe sex was imposed . We all did our best to enjoy the days we still had and gave him all the love he left us . Jeff was a funny man , affectionate , playful and thoughtful it was also highly independent and commissioned 93 flowers for your friends and relatives with a \" Thank you\" and took his life when he learned that there was no more hope . We all miss him terribly. I the most , but we have wonderful memories and we are enriched in many ways by the life he shared with us.What do I do now? PFLAG looked at 90 to help a friend but I found it was a great place to have fun with \"the community\" and to help others with respect and enjoy both gay friends and family as we did . Out of PFLAG , brings me particular pleasure to open the minds of parents or young about the importance of teaching their to appreciate the diversided between them and others. Facilitate entry PFLAG rap group allows me to see how they hurt seeing parents who \" were there \" with their in a difficult times . - Liz ArmstrongAlbrent Jerry , a gay man writes:The Beginning After the End ...Today I\'m going to Wisconsin and back to my home in Colorado . I am a new person. And I \'m free for the first time in my life . Three months ago I went through the greatest sorrow and disgrace that never had . Today I\'m closer to the clouds . Not because I\'m on this plane but because I received a lot of love in recent days .I wish I Dave , my partner, could be here with me to share this moment because he is part of the reason I \'m having this experience.Dave was killed in a car accident on May 15 , for three and a half months only. Dave I wanted more than anything and more than anything and his death gave me a pain that I can never forget . As a gay man , he had not told anyone and I was suddenly face to face with the reality that he had no one to lean on , no one with quiern speaking, anyone who could help me with the pain and loss. The penalty was devastating and I felt so , so lonely ...In my community I could not find anything. No support group for gay men , no helpline - just an answering machine. I could not work , could not eat . And domir (when he succeeded ) was the only relief to my tears.I spent the funeral with the help of Dave\'s family , friends and support their wonderful ever present cousin . On the internet I found some amazing people with whom I could share my pain and they were on my side even though we never met.A friend of mine also supported me and together we support our local telephone companies hundreds of dollars. During the first weeks after the death of Dave she saved my life a little each day .With no one to talk to in the whole city, I went to the library and read a few books. they told me I was not crazy and was assured that the pain of today , it would be different tomorrow . There was light beyond , they said, although she came hard. The road is hard .I searched the local database and found a small log which spoke of a support group at the local hospital . I met the chaplain and the group began a few weeks later ( Dave \'s birthday ) . This group ( the chaplain , social worker and I) saved my life a little more . They were great .I went to several offices for help and found some sites which some were gone and others were only answering machines or people who just go on vacation. A wonderful woman from a local university helped me find more help , some more potential contacts . And one of these took me to another person who helped me even more .Slowly, step by step, day by day , I continued my search. Person to person , gradually helped me find what I needed. But after all the love and support I found there , yet something was missing.There was a gay man who had just started to come out with himself . There was a distressed man who had no family around you could support . He still lived with confusion and fear. Confusion over who was and scared by what I was finding - would I lose my job ? Would I return to love someday? You give me back my family if they found out who I really am ? .On all the many things that David gave me , had a strong appreciation of what it is to love and be loved. On what is to be genuinely happy . And how it sounded when he had built walls around my life and my heart , collapsed brick by brick.I can not go back to the closet. Dave would want me to be happy and I want to be happy . So I have decided that I need to start sharing my life with my family. I want them to know me completely and do not want to keep lying. And I need s support and love now more than ever .With the support of my older sister ( to which I said two months ago - another fantastic story ) orchestrated a meeting for when family come to Wisconsin. There were rumors flying but kept the secret ( always assuring my parents that I was going to die and had not won in the lottery ) .The meeting began . My parents and most of my immediate family were there. They waited for it to start . How could I put into words the feelings in the room? It is impossible . How I can explain the depth and quality of every smile , every tear ? All I can say is that the room was full 100 % support and 200% unconditional love.As I told my story and shared my life for the first time with my parents and relatives and their partners , no one opened his mouth until I finished . Each honor me with their silence and soft look . Nobody commented on my words no one tried to turn the conversation to another topic. They opened their hearts and allowed their son and brother slowly return to their lives.The fact that I was gay was no surprise to many and was not a problem for anyone. They cried with me for my loss , smiled all the stories shared . While looking at my photos of Dave , pitied the loss and not have known .Each person - mother, father , brother, sister , brother , sister - hugged me and told me they loved me . I dirijieron words of love and support , and spoke from the heart.It was his brother, his son, I was important and nothing had changed about what they thought of me . The information that I was gay was only important because they were happy that I finally clarify the part of my life that I was able to share with them .The hours passed and as I went from couple to couple saying goodbye , we hugged , we cried , we laughed . He said things that will always be in my heart. Precious things about me and about Dave . They invited me to go home and planned to come visit .The only thing that has changed in my family is that we\'re all closer than ever. We shared thoughts and feelings that too often left unsaid .I always wanted my family and I have always valued the qualities that make my parents and each of my 7 brothers something unique. But never until that weekend really knew how lucky I was .Happiness does not end there. When I hugged my parents , my brother reminded me that if things became difficult in my life or if I needed a place to stay, always welcome in her home. And my mother said one day to a man known as wonderful as Dave and when that happened, I had to know it would always be welcome in your home.The day after and later that day , I met with my nephews and their partners. Again the whole experience from beginning to the end was beautiful . His love and respect for me were immovable . Although some are very young, spoke with great wisdom . They shared thoughts and feelings that came from their hearts. As with the first group , nothing was interested , or said out of obligation or intention to appear . Their smiles , their tears , hugs , words said our uncle jerry You always loved you and always love you . It touched my heart beyond words.I miss my David and I will continue processing this pain for a long time and now I must also thank you for impacting my life as much as it has. He played a vital role in taking forward the man I am today. The man I\'m proud to be . Currently , I\'m out of the closet with my family and myself and look to the future.The principle ........August 27, 1995 - Jerry AlbrentLaura Siegel writes:The first Sunday of May 1985 (for some reason parents remember this date recuendan like your \'s birthday ) my 19 year old son asked me to meet him at the Golden Gate Park because he had something important to tell me .After running eight miles around the golf Polo ( later told me he was terrified of telling me ) and ate our lunch , he showed me his poetry newspaper .All pages were filled with phrases like \"fuck everyone \" and \" what does it matter ? \" . We sat silent beforethe asked if there was anything else .\" Yes \" he said, lowering his head .Silence.\" Are you gay? \" - I asked .I still do not know why I said it really did not suspect that he might be gay . Not satisfied with any of the gay stereotypes . He was athletic and efeminado . In the latter case would have thought that my other son (heterosexual ) he could have been gay because it seemed the most \" sensitive \" of the two .The first comment I made was , \"But I had a girlfriend ... \" he said they were never very fond .\"Do you know for some time , no? \" - I asked .But he had not known. How could I have known? Just because he liked to cook and clean the house ?After a while I started to understand why I was sure I knew . It\'s something he always was. Being gay is in every hollow of his being. If I suddenly had told everyone that I am a woman , also had said \" Do you know for some time , not.\"I also began to realize that gay and lesbians are so many differences and varieties as among heterosexual people . Stereotypes are what we see on TV and in magazines - the man in a dress (sometimes also wears dresses but that\'s another story ) , and a woman dressed as a man . These are all possibilities , but there are gay men and lesbians football players wearing high heels and makeup.I wish I could have expressar its orientation to a younger age . When I told him I loved him , he sighed with relief and said , \" Now I can get off my shoulders . Now I can raise my voice an octave \" This saddened me more than anything - that he was also caught in the stereotypical belief - that if he dared relax your posture or increase the tone of her voice, then everyone would know who is gay and would be insulted.I hope we learn that our have unique identities and varied and we have to love them for these variations but not for what they are .

armario gay

A pesar de ser gay, yo todava caminar, hablar, mirar y actuar como cualquier hombre heterosexual que ves por ah, probablemente incluso ms masculina que la mayora. Excepto mi atraccin sexual es con el mismo sexo. Soy un hombre heterosexual atrapado en el cuerpo de un hombre homosexual.Viviendo una vida doble moral es muy difcil y deprimente. Me pregunta por qu y cmo todos los das me volv as. Odio mi vida por mi sexualidad. Me pone en una montaa rusa de emociones cada vez que pienso de l. Mi vida ahora slo consiste en el trabajo y el tiempo de gimnasio. Casi nunca voy porque no tengo muchos amigos. He perdido la mayor parte de mis amigos en mis tiempos de la depresin cuando estaba en la escuela secundaria. Esa fue la vez que confirm que era realmente gay. Todos mis amigos ahora son todos varones y todos los rectos. Los hombres heterosexuales de mi edad slo tienen una cosa en mente las mujeres --- --- asi que cada vez que nos salen, siempre es golpear a las nias son el bar ... No me malinterpreten, es divertido y yo soy muy bueno en ello, pero estoy interesado en no slo la mujer en todos. Recibo de las emociones cuando veo a mis amigos con sus novias o con las nias, los abrazos y riendo juntos. Me siento triste, enojado y deprimido en el interior porque es lo que quiero pero no puedo tener.Para un joven de 21 aos, me considero exitosa y muy maduro. Tengo mi propio negocio, conducir un coche bonito que he pagado por m mismo, yo pago mis cuentas, me mantengo a mis padres y yo soy muy independiente. La gente de mi edad me envidian y quisieran tener la tica del trabajo que tengo. Ellos piensan que mi vida es perfecta, porque de lo que he logrado y todo lo que tiene, pero siendo un miedo "armario gay, que no saben el estilo de vida que estoy viviendo prisin. Si yo fuera recta, yo dira que mi vida iba a ser perfecto, pero el ser gay en el armario y est trayendo un efecto tan negativo enorme en mi vida y es poco a poco me haciendolo mal.Siempre he tenido novias, pero ha estado solo por medio de un ao. Como cualquier joven de 21 aos, tengo un deseo sexual muy alto. Ser gay, por supuesto, mi preferencia es con un hombre. Ser gay y estar en el armario, no s ningn amigo gay. Mi nica red es Internet, que tienen un nmero muy limitado de chicos y parece que todos los chicos en lnea han tenido relaciones sexuales entre s ya. Ya he conectado con varios tos y yo realmente odio hacerlo. En realidad, yo lo desprecio. Siempre me juzgas a la gente y darles una mala "etiqueta" para tener mltiples parejas sexuales y en este caso, estoy siendo un hipcrita porque yo mismo lo est haciendo. Yo quiero que esto pare. No quiero tener sexo con personas al azar. Yo tengo miedo de contagio de una enfermedad o un virus. Quiero tener una relacin mongama.En ltima instancia, la lnea de fondo, solo quiero salir con mi familia y amigos. Quiero que sepan quin soy realmente, porque estoy cansado de ocultar mi verdadera identidad. S que me acepte por lo que soy, pero tengo miedo. No quiero que mis hermanos me tratan de forma diferente en especial a mis hermanos. Tambin mis amigos. Todos ellos son homofbicos.Slo quiero vivir en libertad. Quiero ser yo. Slo deseo que si me vienen a la gente, se darn cuenta de que todava voy a ser yo y no voy a cambiar. No me transformar femenina, no voy a empezar a usar maquillaje, yo todava tengo mi voz varonil, todo!Es 03 a.m. en un sbado. Escrib esto porque no tengo nadie a quien recurrir ni a hablar.

Zonas

Todos como seres humanos y ya en mbito sexual tenemos zonas del cuerpo toman un papel importante en desarrollo de la sexualidad y lo cual depende mucho que explotemos para cada vez en una relacin sexual estemos al mximo.Detallaremos cada parte del cuerpo del hombre que lo hace vibrar y consejos para desatar su excitacin... Daremos por muerto la creencia urbana de que el cuerpo masculino gira alrededor de sus genitales.Su cabelloEl xito de acariciar el cabello de un hombre esta en que probablemente el no se lo espere. Para la mayora de los hombres una caricia en su cabellera resulta un gesto realmente agradable.Adems, las caricias en el cuero cabelludo son sumamente relajantes, lo cual prepara al hombre para una entrega sexual adems de ser una gran muestra de afecto aunque sea sutil.Sus orejasLas terminaciones nerviosas abundan en el rea que rodea la oreja, lo que hace a este lugar en una zona ultrasensitiva al taco y las caricias.Los dedos, labios y lengua son excelentes armas para explorar el lbulo y la zona detrs de la oreja.ConsejosSus labiosEsta es una de las zonas ergenas masculinas que responde ms claramente a los estmulos.Los hombres disfrutan ampliamente de las caricias con la boca y para ellos es fcil inclinarse al sexo mediante una buena entrega de besos.Existen miles de formas con las que puedes incitar a un hombre en sus labios, por eso, es importante aliarse del arte de besar para saber poner la chispa que ilumine el camino a la cama.No olvides que el hombre puede tomar el beso como seal de un prembulo sexual, por ello es importante hacerlo bien.Su cuelloEl cuello es definitivamente una de las zonas ergenas masculinas clavespara subir la lbido y transportar a tu compaerohacia el acto sexualEl cuello representa un rea magnifica para estimular, esta recargada de amplias zonas sensitivas que al ser tratadas logran aumentar el deseo y preparar el camino prefecto para un ansiado encuentro sexual.Su pechoCuantas maravillas puede traer el pecho de un hombre......!Sabias que para muchos hombres el pecho es una de sus partes favoritas? Es por esto que al estar con ellos hay que saber admirar y acariciarles el pecho, de forma sutil y a la vez atrevida.Los pezones masculinos tambin gozan de buena sensibilidad, no los dejes de lado....Estas pequeas zonas causan buenas sensaciones en algunos hombres cuando se les estimula mediante besos, lamidos, mordisqueos, o con el simple tacto.Sus brazos y manosMuchas veces se olvida considerar a los brazos dentro de las zonas ergenas masculinas beneficiadas de caricias durante el acto sexual, sin embargo, esta es una parte del cuerpo que al ser estimulada logra despertar una excitacin suave y placentera, realmente agradable a los sentidos masculinos.Las manos estan recargadas de terminaciones nerviosas por lo que su estimulacindespierta grandes placeres que pueden llevar al indicio sexualSu AbdomenDe las zonas ergenas masculinas favoritas de ellos. Para los hombres, la zona situada entre el ombligo y el pubis es sumamente deliciosa para recibir caricias y responder a estas con intensas sensaciones.Su espaldaA los lados de la columna vertebral se encuentran importantes receptores sensitivos, lo que la convierte en una de las zonas ergenas masculinas ms especiales.En la espalda se pueden brindar muchos tipos de caricias, ac te mencionamos algunas.Sus piernasDentro de las piernas se esconde una increble sensibilidad a los estmulos externos....Por lo general las piernas del hombre quedan olvidadas en el prembulo sexual, cuando esta parte del cuerpo masculino resulta magnifica para estimular a tu compaero.Atrvete a prstarle mas atencin a las piernas de tu chico, que son una maravilla entre las zonas ergenas masculinas, ya veras lo bien que te lo agradecer.Sus nalgasLas nalgas contienen muchos receptores nerviosos que pueden ser estimulados con facilidad. Un hombre ya excitado puede volverse loco de pasin ante las caricias en su trasero.En el trasero masculino puedes utilizar masajes con las manos, ligeras palmadas o pequeos pellizcos que lograran brindar el prembulo requerido para el ansiado encuentro sexual.Su anoUn hombre puede llegar a disfrutar de gran excitacin por medio de la estimulacin anal. Esto se debe gracias a la exagerada cantidad de terminaciones sensitivas de la zona, lo que la hace una de las zonas ergenas ms sensitivas del cuerpo masculino. Es aqu en donde se encuentra el punto G masculino.Los estmulos apropiados en esta zona pueden elevar por mucho el placer y el disfrute sexual masculinoA pesar de esto, algunos hombres no se sienten cmodos con las caricias en el ano, por lo que antes de estimularla debes ser conciente de los gustos y atrevimientos de tu chico.Sus genitalesZona ergena de predileccin masculina, pero como hemos visto, no es la nica.Imagina el derroche de placer que le puedes hacer sentir a tu pareja si aprovechas tus conocimientos para estimular sus genitales en combinacin con sus otras zonas ergenas.El pene, los testculos y la zona que rodea a estos es altamente sensible y cada vez que son estimuladas crean potentes deseos sexuales que desencadenan en las mas exquisitas sensaciones. La punta del pene es la zona ms sensible de todo el cuerpo masculino, estimlala con suavidad, es fcil excitar a un hombre desde aqu.usa tu lengua para besar y lamer la cabeza del pene de tu compaero mientras con una mano acaricias el resto del cuerpo del pene y con la otra mano tocas sus muslos o abdomen.Todos los hombres gozan del sexo oral, as que no seas egosta y practcaselo, deje que el note lo mucho que tu tambin lo disfrutas.Al estimular los genitales no te olvides de prestarle atencin tambin a los testculos, estos son muy sensibles y disfrutan de la estimulacin dada con delicadeza. Aprovecha cuando tienes tu boca ocupada con el pene de tu compaero para recorrer y acariciar el perineo masculino.

with mirones and drunk

This happened to me last summer with my then girlfriend, and I hope to be back soon. She is tall brunette with amazing big eyes , and breasts and ass even more impressive. I will not say names or anything, because I do not think anyone interested right? Simply we were both 24.That night we were out to dinner with some friends, and then for a drink at one of the local typical outdoor summer . I had drunk at dinner and the truth is something that we all pretty happy when we arrived. Once there the party continued drinking and dancing . She was dressed in a bright pretty tight top and even tighter pants that made their presence did not go unnoticed on the premises. If you just like that and it drove me crazy , and overnight she had not stopped rubbing me and occasionally linger surreptitiously hand the package. I was enjoying it until I started to feel the effects of such drink and regret for having taken that last whiskey. If alcohol is the worst.After spending some time sitting said I was going to the car to see if it was wrong, and she decided to accompany me somewhat worried . The truth is that I felt terrible for having spoiled so fun , but had to leave. The car was parked on a street not too far away, and although many people passed , certainly was not far from deserted .I sat in the driver\'s seat and she did beside me , helping me to rest a little seat back. He was still a little dizzy so I closed my eyes and leaned back almost falling asleep . Since I was having dizziness when she laid her head on me and started stroking my chest. I opened my eyes , smiled, and we melted into a long , slow , passionate kiss . Almost if I knew I had started caressing her breasts over the top, and they really could not resist the temptation , to which she replied, lowering his hand and looking my obvious erection. The kiss became more and more passionate , and I felt like she got hotter by the minute.I assumed that everything was going to be in it because people still spent the sidewalk and the odd car but she suddenly unzipped his pants and put his hand to pump my cock and began to masturbate slowly. After that I was so excited I did not care that people could see us and lifting her top above her breasts unhooked her bra and threw myself into by her tits like crazy . Occasionally someone passed so she hugged me so they could not see what we were doing. But one of the times he laid his head on my chest and was lying down to stand on my cock and put it in her mouth at once . I could not believe it ! It was the first time he did , but if the first time he did in the street but did not pass many people. After the initial surprise put my head back , closed my eyes , and I began to enjoy the amazing blowjob I doing. I kept stroking her tits below the top , so you do not see from the outside, but the truth is that I did not care because if they saw us or not, and she was stroking my asshole with his tongue as my cock went in and out of his mouth.One time I opened my eyes I saw three girls who passed the car were left squinting , and even one of them stopped and stared shamelessly as I thought, yeah, yeah , me is sucking , what happens !We did that for a while until we lit the lights of a car and she sat back to hug my chest , thus hiding my cock and her tits. Her lips were wet with a mixture of saliva and the juices lubricated my erectsimo member , and after giving us another passionate kiss smiled and whispered to me \" this time is beyond me, so relax and enjoy that I get to the end \" . It was not the first time we had oral sex, but I had never run in his mouth because he was afraid that would be angry . So what he said made me more excited than I already was , and she returned again bend down to get the device in my mouth . Now licked my asshole while masturbating with one hand and stroked my eggs with the other. While I was with her hands on her tits and leering if anyone passed , but now I care even less than before.Like I was ! and though he felt that he would not want to exploit still wanted this to last forever. When you can not take it anymore I downloaded all my cum in her mouth , to which she responded with a wide smile that made some of the burden it slip between his lips. She swallowed it all and continued until I thought chupndomela faint. Before I had done and would not now going to lose consciousness if not stop !After a while they dry lips with the palm of his hand , I turned to put his dick in his pants , and stood back smiling and hugging me. I kept stroking her tits, to which she replied, finishing off the bra and returning to his seat. I leaned over her and started to kiss her tits with one hand while I began to stroke his crotch over trousers . I even did not care if she could see us and rose top to the neck while I undid the buttons of his pants to put his hand inside her panties and fondling her wet sex.Everything was going great until a police car came down the street and parked very close to ours . She put the clothes as he could and we joined as if nothing was wrong . In the end it was a shock , because the police would close a portal and not give us the boring. Overcome the shock , finished make do and prepared to leave. Neither wanted to leave it , but we could not go there, so I started the car and went to a more secluded place something that we had ever been .

gay night a hetero

I had just left my girlfriend and I went with my best friend on the town , called Sergio and gay , we know of a lifetime and we always support in difficult times .After almost all the bars drink up , we went to her house to continue drinking. When we were on the couch drinking beer, turned around and said I love you , I've been caught by you since kindergarten , make love , you 're not gay but let yourself go , enjoy , give myself entirely to you.Meditate , I drank what remained of beer and I said okay, as I got the pants. Quickly helped me undress and also took off all his clothes , opened my legs and knelt between them, grabbed my penis and began to masturbate as he ran his tongue over my foreskin , then put it in the mouth and started you suck . Why did you suck , I said. He looked at me and smiled.I kept going up and down with her ​​mouth while I enjoyed a great blowjob , then stop and took me by the hand to her room , once there lubricating sac a drawer , was placed on all fours and said fuck me,I stand behind him while he smeared the lubricant , you grip the waist and put my cock in her , she began to moan softly and said enjoy. Then I pressed my hands and began to shove it wholly to the moaning like crazy but I fucked him mercilessly. I lie on the bed and got up , it was very pleasant break his ass . Every time I got all my cock. Spend inside the screaming more . After a while I said, I'm about to cum . And I answered : do it inside. And I said yes, but in your mouth , turn around .He turned and stuck my dick in her mouth . The eager sucking . Then I ran and fill her mouth with milk. As a good cocksucker I keep or drop . After this we went to the room and we were playing and drinking like crazy play .The next day I woke up hungover in bed, drank so much I do not remember what happened. I look to my side and is Sergio asleep and naked , I raise my savannah and looking I'm also naked, I notice a funny taste in my mouth , quickly took my hand to my ass and I have sore and dilated , then the taste of my mouth is , semen , but I did last night .

Mi hijo y su jefe

Un medio da de caluroso verano, vine a casa a comer algo y de paso darme una buena ducha. Pero quizs la temperatura ambiente o que se yo, me hicieron ya desnuda para la ducha ponerme a jugar con un "dildito" en el sof grande del living. Elijo ese lugar porque me resulta cmodo abrir las piernas por sobre el posa brazos mientras en cuatro me doy abastecimiento desde abajo poniendo el juguetito parado.Esto puede ser catalogado como descomunal o descabellado, pero e exactamente lo que me sucedi.Soy una mujer separada hace aos con un hijo ya mayor de edad, con el cual convivimos armoniosamente desde siempre.El esta de novio hace un ao, trabaja y piensa en casarse dentro de algn tiempo cuando termine sus estudios.Yo no he vuelto a formar pareja, me dedico a mi casa, a mi hijo y mi pequeo negocio el que atiendo algunas horas.Se que estoy en la flor de la edad de una mujer, que soy atractiva, que mi cuerpo hace poner a los hombres calientes, y que si quisiera tendra con quien encamarme. Pero he preferido tener "amiguitos" de plstico con los que juego casi a diario.Y ah nace el motivo de este relato.Un medio da de caluroso verano, vine a casa a comer algo y de paso darme una buena ducha. Pero quizs la temperatura ambiente o que se yo, me hicieron ya desnuda para la ducha ponerme a jugar con un "dildito" en el sof grande del living. Elijo ese lugar porque me resulta cmodo abrir las piernas por sobre el posa brazos mientras en cuatro me doy abastecimiento desde abajo poniendo el juguetito parado.No me percate para nada, que mi hijo haba regresado, me haba estado observando y ante la evidencia de la situacin perdi los estribos y se puso en pelotas.Infinidad de veces me haba insinuado cosas sobre mi cuerpo y que lo pona frentico, pero yo entenda que era solo zalamera de hijo. Pero al verlo all desnudo, con su verga endurecida acercndose a mi, me confundi de tal modo que no pude articular palabra y menos movimiento alguno. Quede como petrificada, clave mi cara contra el negro cuero del mullido silln buscando desaparecer de aquella difcil situacin.Una mano de mi hijo, acaricio mi cabeza para continuar deslizndose por mi espalda, recorrer la redondez de mi trasero y llegar entre mis piernas a tomar el juguete que me haba yo acondicionado. Su otra mano, acaricio mis pechos con una rapidez y destreza que me hizo estremecer en un sinsentido de sentidos que se despertaban con lujuria.Fue su polla dura, caliente, viril lo que sent en mi cuello, como buscando atravesar mi garganta.Ya todo su cuerpo estaba apoyndose sobre mi humanidad, apretndome contra el respaldo del gran silln.Quise buscar una salida, pero estaba envuelta en el...... y sus palabras eran directas, francas, sin prembulos.-Estas caliente, mami, as que vas a probar una buena verga, despus de chuparla un poquito...... si, calladita, calladita que vas a tener la boquita ocupada.Pens en resistirme, porque nuestra moral as lo exigira, pero pens en tanto tiempo sola, en tantos momentos en que el me haba insinuado cosas que yo nunca quise creer que fueran ciertas. En la veces que le mostr mi desnudez, pensando que la confianza con un hijo estara a salvo del deseo sexual.No se cuanto tiempo estuvo all, manosendome, mas tampoco se como fue que su polla entro en mi boca, hacindome sentir un ardor lujurioso fruto del olorcito a pija caliente, a morbo desenfrenado, a macho.Y se la comenc a chupar, lentamente, como si saboreara un fruto prohibido, el cual me estaban regalando desde un paraso trasgresor. Lo lam con tantas ganas que, mi deseo fue creciendo, creciendo.Cuando el me pidi que abrir las piernas, lo hice obediente, cuando el me exigi que las extendiera abrindolas al mximo, supe cuan entregada a ese juego que me estaba el proponiendo.Su boca lleno mi vulva, mis labios se abrieron, los labios interiores se endurecieron con su lengua y mi cltoris estallaba en frenticos movimientos que le imprima su boca.- Basta, por favor..... exclame al momento que me comenzaban a brotar chorros de placer en explosiva acabada.......- Abrrmela, dijo secamente.Su polla comenz a entrarme con un desparpajo brutal, que me pareci interminable, hasta el punto que mis gritos gimiendo, eran acicate para que el me la mandara a fondo.Me cogi con vehemencia, como si hubiera aflorado aos de contencin sin sentido y sin vergenza. Termine hamacndome al unsono con sus arremetidas, devolvindole sus cogidas con una lujuria desconocida en mi.Gozaba yo en la misma proporcin que su enorme verga. Ya no tenia sentimientos encontrados, nada de que preocuparse una tiene cuando le estn llenando la cuca de goce.- En cuatro, mamita, ahora en cuatro, me exigi mi muchachito.Obedec al instante que el me la retiro, suponiendo bien que el me la mandara guardar de nuevo desde atrs, cosa que a mi siempre me haba gustado.Fue al voltearme que no solo sent que el me tomaba de las caderas para comenzar a metrmela de nuevo, vi algo inesperado....... en el otro silln, completamente desnudo estaba Federico, el jefe de mi hijo.Es que haban tenido asueto en el banco por el feriado y se haban venido a casa, cosa que yo no lo imaginaba.Que hace l..... dije, a tiempo que recib un chirlo de mi hijo y el imperativo, - Calladita nena, calladita te dije.......que ahora el te va a dar cariito......Federico, entendi que era su turno, pues se arrimo por el respaldo del silln y tomando mi cara con las dos manos, me dio su grueso pollon a chupar, mientras se movia cogindome la boca. Federico era un amigo de mi ex marido, que le consigui el empleado a mi Robertito cuando fue mayorcito.- Dale que no me aguanto, le dijo a mi hijo...... avisando que se iba a acabar......- Veni, dale, mira que linda conchita tiene esta chica para vos........y te esta esperando...... - Verdad mamita!!!Federico me la meti groseramente, pero estaba yo tan caliente, abierta y querendona que comenc a gozar como yegua en celo, con un orgasmo continuado que hizo acabar al macho que me ensartaba.Federico se acabo y se fue. Roberto me hizo montarlo para gozarme mientras yo lo cabalgaba.- Esta noche, despus que descanses, la sigo, me dijo..... te voy a hacer la colita, que la temes riqusimaaaaaaaa..... y me lleno la conchita de leche..... jadeando y riendo.Me conto que el hacia tros con la mujer de su jefe y el jefe desde hacia largo tiempo, que ya haban hablado sobre el estado tan atractivo de mi fsico, de mi devocin por los juguetitos y que era un desperdicio no darme unas buenas cogidas. As que, si bien no lo haban programado, lo haban pensado, y yo ese medio da les haba abierto las puertas a la gran posibilidad de darme fiestitas.Supe que dentro del programa, por ellos elaborado, estaba hacerme la doble penetracin, por lo que esa noche mi hijo se dedicara a tenerme siempre abierto el culito.Que si hacia falta, ya que ellos tambin tendran que atender a la mujer de Federico, mi hijo se encargara de seleccionar buenos machos para regalarme lo que el dijo..... lo tens muy bien merecido.Por supuesto que desde aquel feriado, por mi no esperado, tengo una vida sexual plena.

the coach

He left me.He fucking left me.I screamed out his name again but there was no answer. I lay there trying not to move."OH GOD!"My body shook as I cried on the ground, each movement shot pain throughout my body. All I could think of was how he ran away.Through my tears I screamed out, "HELP! PLEASE! Somebody - fucking help me!" He had to have heard me. How could he not? I was scared and alone; my heart pounding in my chest.What am I going to do?Through my tears I could just make out the two fence posts standing in the field like centurions. In the dim moonlight the fencing reached out for me and shook as I shivered in pain. I couldn't lay here forever. I sat up and felt the wire pull at my shoulder. I tugged harder, trying to get through the pain and heard my shirt tear. I screamed out in pain, but continued upward until I was standing and then saw and heard it.A car and lights; it was Kyle. He was driving out to get me. Once my eyes registered the car bouncing through the field towards me; my head fell to my chest. A barb punctured my chin.The car slid to a halt and a cloud of dust and dirt rushed towards me."DOUG DON'T MOVE"I stood there crying."Jesus Christ" he said as he came up to me. "I'll get you out of here, I just need to..." he moved the fencing off me slowly, "...get this off of you."I lost track of how many times he said the words 'shit' and 'fuck', but when he finally said 'okay', I collapsed into his arms."Okay, I've got you.""I thought you left me you asshole""Never - I would never leave you man - we're a team - you and me. Okay?""Okay..." tears streamed down my face while I cried against his chest. He held me tight. I could hear his heart racing in his chest. My pain was subsiding and I was able to catch my breath. I heard a voice say 'Jesus Christ, get him up' followed by the slamming of a car door; it was Mr. Locke."I didn't know what to do, so I went to get coach."

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